HUGE PLANE CRASH into Wal-mart...Very confused

[ArtisticBliss]

Hello. I'm new here I'm 33, been going though a lot of changes the past couple of years. I've become estranged from my Mother. Very painful experience.

Ok...Some history here...I just went on a big mindblowing trip in Feb. Went to see a best friend of mine three states away. FIRST time on a plane, and LOVED every minute of it! Felt very independent, as it was a trip by myself, and I emptied my bottle of Xanax out my friends car window (into a field) as she drove to her house. I haven't had a panic attack since! I had the time of my life, was very at peace through the plane rides and visit. I felt like I was very much at home there. Considering I love where I visited, am looking for a 'big' change, I am contemplating moving there within the next couple of years. It will be a big change, and my Mother will HATE it. She doesn't even know yet that I went on this trip. But my husband is very supportive of it, and frankly, I'm sick of where I am living.

Here's the dream. I can't remember the exact order of things. My husband and children and I were walking out of Wal-Mart There was this HUGE 747 huge, Northwest Airlines plane flying VERY low. (I flew Northwest out to my friends) It would try to gain altitude and then sink again. I will never forget how huge the nose of the plane was coming at us. The nose was red..otherwise Standard Northwest design. I'm immediately "Please miss!" LOL And it keeps coming. A feeling of dread hits me, I grab my kids and husband and we hide behind a car. The plane slams into the entrance of wal-mart and explodes. I didn't see the explosion. I saw a flash, ducked and then felt the shake of the ground.

In the next instance, I'm saddened, had the picture of my Aunt in my mind, as she is a doorgreeter, and realized that she and so many others had died. And then the overwhelming feeling of 'What are we going to do" rushed over me.

Then in another instance...for some reason we are in our last vehicle, our green one, and not our current van. I get out the key, for it, and it's red and it looks twisted, like a corkscrew. I'm sitting in the drivers seat. Realizing I can't go anywhere. Then in the next instance, we are in our former vehicle before the green, it's a white Chevy Cavilier. We are going up this huge hill, and it's sputtering, and overheating and carrying on. I"m cringing and praying that it just will make it. Husband is driving. We make it, and then coast down the hill, car is running fine.


I can't make heads or tails out of this dream. I'm pretty sure we are going to move. Dh just had a positive job interview today for a second job. I don't know if the plane represents emotions that I need to control, or some outside uncontrollable force, and I'm totally at a loss at what the Wal-mart represents, except to say, we do shop there all the time. Upon waking, it felt 'positive', yet prophetic. Which is confusing. I've had 'prophetic' dreams before, and I hope this isn't something I will see on the news. But something tells me it's deeper, and way more symbolic.

I'd much appreciate any help

[DrmDoc]

Hi Artistic Bliss,

Depending on the direction from which the plane approached, it may have been prophetic (not in the way you may think) or your dream may merely provide insight on the cause of your panic attacks. I shall attempt to translate the imagery and let you decide if either perspective applies:

Very often in dreams, airplanes describe our aspirations. As a vehicle in life that has taken you where you now desire to be, the Northwest airplane in your dream could represent how you perceive the vehicle that may take you to where you aspire to be socially. Airplane crashes invariably suggests a failure of oneÂ’s aspirations; its impact on the Wal-Mart suggests an impact on convenience or a source of convenience. Feeling the ground quake is more meaningful than seeing the flash because what we feel in our dreams describe how we are deeply impacted by the experiences represented in the dream. The progression from a recent car to earlier car may suggest the prospect of having to start-over from the beginning of your social climb, as also emphasized by your car sputtering up the hill. However, your dream concludes with you reach the top and smooth driving thereafter. As a caveat, any decline from a high place to a low place suggests a social decline, no matter how pleasant.

It may be that this dream suggests your thoughts on your life up to now. Or, this dream could describe you thoughts on what has cause your anxiety in the past (a fear of social failure and having to start-over). Perhaps, this dream is how you perceive something you believe that you are about to experience socially. To uncover which may apply, search your recent thoughts to see if you have been dwelling on either your past, present, or future concerns. I hope this helps.

DrmDoc

[ArtisticBliss]

The plane approached from the North.

I"ve been all over the place with my thoughts. I had to start over after I set a boundary with my Mother. I tend to be a very emotional person, so that in itself took a lot out of me.

I had a very big fear of death and 'starting over' like if I were to lose my husband. During panic attacks, the mind would obcess over it. Now, not so much, which is a giant change in thinking.

I've had dreams of plane crashes before, but they were always in the distance...this one was close, big, and personal...and I've not been able to not think about it.

BUT HERE is the BIG thought. And this has been on the mind a LOT. If we move, I want it to be the right thing. My fear is getting out there, my friend dropping dead, and I not know anyone. It would just be me and my husband and kids. Of hubby getting out there, having a job, losing a job...my existence turning into that of a hermit. The "Wal Mart" aspect as you describe is perfect, because if we move where we are thinking, it will not be convenient. Getting a prescription filled will be a drive...no more quickie fast food runs...no more just swinging by the bank on the way home for cash (at least not without a good drive) lol. We would be going from city life to country living. That is a HUGE, and very exciting change. It would impact me in a very big way. It's just hard for me to tell if this dream is a reflection of my fears, or if there is something I need to be reading more into...such as if I move it WILL be wrong and I should reconsider. We would be starting over out there. The fears, I can handle. I handled my 'fear of flying' and got on a plane for the first time and had a ball! I'm not the only person who has or is considering a move like this. But, I'd have no extended family (which I don't see much anyway), brand new state and new environment. Going from city slicker to a 3 bedroom house, gardening and quiet.

I have been in an unhealthy, dependant way of thinking most of my life. It was just the way I was raised and the atmosphere, and she had a lot of power and control in my life. The trip just changed all that for me. I had a reoccuring dream for years of being trapped by her, her talking awful and throwing things...me waking up in a sweat. Right before the trip, I had a dream that I escaped. I still have to confront her on some things, but the emotional hold and hell she had is over. The changes I've made just in the past couple of years have been HUGE.

The red key in the corkscrew shape confuses me. It was important, as I kept turning it over and staring at it...I couldn't believe the shape. And my luck. We had to get someplace and I couldn't even start the car! LOL

Thank you for that insight so far. I'm so happy that the walmart makes since now lol.

[ArtisticBliss]

The next county over, a plane slammed into a house early this morning. It was a small plane, a pilot and child, and as of now, those are the only two known dead. It was white with red markings. They were trying to land, and suddenly veered.

I don't know what to think. Maybe I was picking up on something? Mine was a jetliner...and I figured it was related to my flight and then plans of moving. Probably still is. I just got a very sick to my stomach feeling hearing that one the local news though.

[DrmDoc]

Hi ArtisticBliss,

It doesn't sound like that small plane crash has anything to do with your dream. From my experience, precognitive dreams manifest in metaphors like all true dreams. For example, dream imagery that appears to approach your position (like seeing clouds approaching in the distance) describes your impression of some influence that you foresee as heading your way. This would be particularly meaningful when the imagery is seen as approaching from directly in front of your position.

Looking at the imagery in your dream, there is nothing to suggests that it is associated with your social past relative to your mother. If anything, it appears to suggests concerns about your recent aspirations. You live a life of convenience now; however, that could change should you uproot your family and start-over in a new place in pursuit of the life you now aspire to have.

Frequent plane crash dreams could describe an ongoing fear of the kind of disappointment we associate with a loss of hope for the future. It is important to understand that our dreams do not necessarily tell us the truth; they just tell us what we believe is true. Sometimes, what we believe is wrong. I hope this helps.