This dream is totally ruining my day :( just need to vent :(

[arizona79]

Last night I had a very realistic and memorable dream. (Most of my dreams I can remember every detail, this one included)

So, my sister and I were asked to meeting with my fmr High School ROTC instructor. As we entered the room, there were two guys in camouflage sitting in chairs, one of them being a current TV star (star IRL). Anyhow, my old instructor tells us that he invited me to the meeting because he knew I was a fan of the actor.

Later in the dream, the actor who was 'set up' for me, starts hitting on my sister right in front of me. She rejects his come on's, but still doesnÂ’t back down. The actors friend (also in camo) tries to hit on me (apparently he's the actors wingman) but I reject him because to me he's just 'settling' for me. In the dream IÂ’m totally crushed that the actor is in to my sister and not to me. My sister finally convinces him to hook up with me. So he starts kissing on me and making some moves, but I reject him because I wonÂ’t be someoneÂ’s charity case. While he's kissing me, i'm crying (i'm so not a cryer!) The kisses and the moves were so lifelike!

so, now every time I see this actor on TV I feel hurt and when I talk or think about my sister I feel upset that she was picked before me