Secret Societies and wood cabins, while raining, the difference between night and day

[Zriddle]

I was lying in bed, thinking my two friends were asleep in the other bed. I didn't recognize them, but I knew they were my friends. the beds and other furniture, including a tv were outside in this room that looked like a porch with wooden beams and vines over my head. It was raining, and I was lying there without thinking anything of it. It was nighttime. I was masturbating, thinking my two friends were asleep. Then they walked in, looking shocked. For whatever reason, I didn't really react.

Next thing I know I'm wandering through a mall trying to find this coffee shop, and I kept ending up in the same place I thought it was, but it wasn't there. I found it eventually, but didn't stay for long. I wandered into this closed but perfectly accessible candy shop where I stood eyeing chocolate. I eventually decided against it, knowing that it would be indulgent.

Then I was outside in this muddy, wide open field. It looked somewhat swampy, and it was raining again. It was light out, but the sky was a light grey.

I wandered into this small room where I met around 7 other people. I was informed that I had been invited to this secret society full of people that had difficulty integrating with society in some way. A guy I liked last year was there, along with this girl who I don't like very much, but I didn't recognize anyone else, including the leader of the group. She, the leader, was the only one to address me, telling me that I had been selected for this group of misunderstood people and that there was a reason we were misunderstood.

It was comforting and unsettling at the same time. Apparently they had been watching me for some time, and knew everything about my life. We were mobilizing in some way to understand what we were and thus come into our own roles in society. The whole misunderstood thing sounds trite to me now, but it wasn't in the dream.

It was still raining. I think it rained my entire dream. We decided that we needed to find a more secluded area. We left the small room that looked almost like a storage area what was in something like a mall again, and traveled to the field, which was more like a plain where we found this wood cabin. We settled in there and it was dry and warm. We felt safe there.

But something dangerous happened and we had to disperse. it was nighttime again. I felt sad that I was never able to find out why I was there, but we had to leave.

And that's all I remember. if someone could give me some insight into this, I would be grateful.