same dream, 3 different senarios

[morning_star]

I had this dream after I gave a disturbing tarot reading to my mother...
The order is as follows:

1.) 4 of chalices (cups) [Reversed]
2.) 9 of Swords
3.) 2 of pentacles [Reversed]
4.) 6 of chalices (cups) [Reversed]
5.) 10 of pentacles [Reversed]
6.) 10 of chalices (cups) [Reversed]
7.) XV. The Devil [Reversed]
8.) 10 of Swords
9.) XII. The Hanged Man [Reversed]
10.) XIX. The Sun

I'm still a student of the tarot, as one learns something every time he or she does a reading whether its for oneself or another person. I'm sure the best person to understand the reading is the person being read to and not the person reading the cards. anyway.. this is the dream I had..

I've NEVER had dreams before with closets! ....

1.- It starts with a vision of a room, and a closet. I am not in the first dream but watching like a film... Its almost like a scary horror film! someone is hiding inside the dark closet... to conceal himself/herself from a person.. then someone slowly walks into the room.. the person is waiting. and apporaches the closet door... opens it and grabs the person who is hiding. trying to stab the person in the eye with something sharp.. like a thin sharp tool, I could not make out what it was exactly.. they struggle... and it fades out into black... ( I don't like scary movies )
2.- Next scene, The SAME ROOM ... this time I am hiding in the closet! I feel that I am hiding pretty well... someone walks into the room and can see me ? they yell out "what are you doing!" ; walk towards the closet doors where I am hiding as if to clearly see where I am. and it fades out...
3.- Last scene; the SAME ROOM, this time I walk in with my mother...
I'm looking at the closet door.. I see a big black figure looming inside the closet... its scary looking just like a black shadow! kinda scary, but I can clearly see through the closet doors! my mother is totally oblivious to what is hidden behind the doors.. then she walks towards the closet to open it I try to stop her but she is not listening! and goes to open them and when she does... it fades out into black. (creepy?)

I told my mom about the dream the next morning.. she said its my unconscious mind trying to make scene of the reading... but I am not so sure.. maybe it could be more ..?

[Pebblesbl]

I also beleive that this has to do with your readings. You said yourself you are just learning, therefore you don't quite trust who the cards are for, and if you are giving the right messages. Being in the closet is you hiding the fact that you are still afraid of what the cards could tell you. The figure represents that fear. Surround yourself with light before you do your readings and trust the cards, you will be just fine, and so will the people you do readings for.

[morning_star]

thank you ^^ I will try to be more confident in my readings from now on. actually I gave a long distance reading to a long distance love interest in Austria.. and I know only a little about this man.. but I can feel peoples energies over the internet..anyway, half of the reading I was using a book to help me out. than I said "this is embaressing using a book right? I'm waiting for my psychic energies to open up!" and than, I noticed when I read the rest of the cards I hardly used the book..and I was dead on with him with what I told him, he was pretty surprised and pleased with my reading. And said I uncovered some things about him that he didnt even know existed!