My Ex and My House...

[confusionismyname]

Okay, there is quite a bit of background knowledge you need before you can fully understand the dream. My ex, Aj, and I were together for a year and a half. We lived together for most of that time, and even though we are broken up now, we are still good friends. And honestly, there is a small part of me that just can't let go of what we had. Now I do not like sluts, or ex girlfriends, and NO ONE is to touch MY boyfriend if I don't know you. Aj's ex ran up and gave him this huge hug when he and I were picking out my engagement ring, and since then she has figured out that he belonged to me, and she was NOT to touch what was mine ever again.

That was part one of the background knowledge. Here is part two:

I am currently dating around, and having fun as any normal 19 year old should. My sister and I have our own house, so our boyfriends or who ever stay over if we want them to. There is this one guy that I'm dating named Alec who is a weird situation. He is kind of an ass hole, but he says the cutest things when no one else is listening, and will give tiny kisses and squeezes when no one is around. He stays over on the weekends mostly but he doesn't like to cuddle or snuggle, whatever you want to call it. So usually we will sleep on our own sides of the bed and maybe tickle each other or something silly like that.

This is where the dream part starts:

Alec stayed over last night, and he wanted to cuddle and I wasn't going to argue it, I love to cuddle. So we got cozy under the blankets and went to sleep. But as soon as we fell asleep, I went into this crazy dream that I was walking up to my townhouse and saw Aj's Integra parked in my parking space, so I walked over to see if he was in the car, and I stuck my hand in the back drivers side window and picked up a picture of him and looked at it for a second before I put it back down. Then I opened the drivers door and he was on top of his ex in the passenger seat having sex. So I closed the door and just walked away.

I woke up as soon as I walked away in the dream, and for some reason I was very upset that Alec was even touching me. So I pushed him off me and I ran to the front windows and looked outside for Aj's car and obviously it wasn't there, but I just got back in bed and cuddled up again.

I don't know if the dream has to do with him and I cuddling up for a change, or if there is something else going on in my head that I'm just not aware of yet.

help? lol