I Dreamt i was pregnant with twins and lost one baby

[Cath]

Hi, im wondering if someone can interpret my dream. I know its long its cause theres alot of detail i remember from a total of two dreams.

Afew years ago i dreamt of a son at his first birthday and the dream was mostly focused on his face, his smile., his beautifull light eyes and brown hair He turned to me shouting look mum look and he would smile at me, and i remember smiling back and just thinking how beautiful he is, it was a short dream but when i woke up i started to feel weird i fealt different and for some reason i went to the Dr and got a pregnancy test done a week after the dream, i was 2 months pregnant.

I was on 19 so young and my partner at the time thought it was good idea to get an abortion though i didnt agree with it at the time, i fealt forced and all i had in my head was the beautiful boy in my dream. i ended up having the abortion and until this day regret it.

its been about 3-4 years now.. lately havent thought much at all about falling pregnant having kids at this point in my life nothing.

And i had a dream last night i was pregnant and i didnt know i was pregnant until i noticed i had been gaining weight a bit but thought it was just my bad eating habit last couple of months and a couple days pst in my dream and i fealt a 2 lumps on my stomach and thought i may have been pregnant, i had two heads pushing my stomach one in the centre and other on my right i fealt as if they kept pushing there heads and i could feel them though i thought it was one baby and realised it was two, one lump was smaller then the other, i began to see a bit of blood when i went to the bathroom, and remember days before i had been slightly bleeding so i began to worry and i was aamazed at the heads i could feel whilst rubbing my stomach, i was thinking i may be about 5-6months i began to feel like i was in labour went to the bathroom i sw blood and it was as if i knew something bad was going to happen. i went to the toilet and i cant remember if i was in alot of pain but the 1st baby came out the little one it was so small barely formed i began to cry and within minutes came the other one i picked it up out of the toilet she was tiny too but not so tiny a sthe first one as the first one wasnt formed, i dont know what really happened with the first baby i was upset about it but i remember the second baby. and it all happened so fast after that.

I remember looking at her and she looked like me, and she was of olive skin, she was fine i dont recall being in hospital . But she began to get hungry and i couldnt beastfeed as i hadnt developed around the breast or there was no milk to breastfeed, she kept crying and i asked my parents what to do they told me to go chemist and get some baby milk powder . i cant recall exactly then a couple days went by and i thought someone had kidnapped her i looked everywhere then a day went by and she was back at home, then i am in the mall and i meet with my parents i could see them walk over to me with a beautiful pram they got for my baby girl and all i could see was her in it and how beautifull she was, she was happy and she was looking healthy , her features where more clearer she wasnt so olive skin she was a much lighter olive colour, with brown hair and it became clear who the father was, but i refused to tell him and yeah that was the end of my dream i was woken up , there are afew other little details. i remember whilst in my dream my girlfried in relal life said to me your next child would be a girl and so when i dreamt of my baby girl i remember thinking in the dream its just what my friend said and just like my first dream a couple of years ago with a baby boy at the end smilling at me and ended thats how this one ended so last image i have is of her beautiful face and i cant explain it.

I know this is really long so sorry hopefully someone could interpret the dreams for me. Im currently not with anyone at this moment im 23 now and when i think of my future i dont see me married and with kids i would definately love to have a family and having this dream makes me think i dont know it must mean something especially from my first dream when i dreamt of a son and then found out i was pregnant a week later.
Would appreciate someone taking the time to give me advice or an interpretation.

[Varzandeh]

Hi,
pregnancy is an indirect saying for receiving some money as much as the belly was big.Two fetuses mean two pieces of money one died you will lose one of the chances.

Good luck.

[Cath]

Thank you

[pikka]

Make sure you are taking inexpensive folic acid daily from now on. Any woman of child bearing age should get 400 mg per day; prevents defects.

I'd say you are going to have a child.

[bright_dreamer]

Hi,
I feel that you haven't fully grieved for the loss of your baby a few years ago. Even though you made the hard decision, it is still a big loss. Did you feel pressured into the abortion? If you did, that's why you don't want to tell the father in your dream. You don't want to go through that again.

In your dream, you lose a baby that wasn't fully formed. That may very well be the baby that was aborted years ago. The little girl baby in your dream may mean that there will be a happy outcome coming to you eventually. You may struggle at first, but things will be ok with support.

I've learned that painful events in my life ressurect themselves years later in my dreams...especially those I didn't deal with at the time. I thought I moved on, but realized it really held me back.

Maybe you can join a grief/loss support group, or see a therapist who can help you work through your loss. Once you acknowledge the pain and move through it, things will look better, and you will stop having dreams like this one, and enhance your health.
If you like to read, a book that is wonderful is "Women's Bodies, Women's Wisdom" by Dr. Christiane Northrup.
I hope this helps,
Good luck and peace to you