Crazy dream about dead wife and her ghost (even though i'm not married)

[digitman]

I can't understand this dream, but here's whats happened.

I'm living at my parents' old house where I grew up. My wife has just died, she and i loved each other a lot and i'm obsessed over seeing her ghost in the backyard of the house. (I.e, i see her ghost randomly sometimes when I go there). Its very sad everytime I see this little apparation, and I badly want to just touch her or hold her and talk to her again (it didn't feel like a dream at this point). (Also i remember what she looked like, but she doesn't resemble anyone I know)

I told my family (they're all living in the house at the time) and they didn't believe me, especially one of my brothers whom I don't get along with. I end up spending all my time in the backyard, calling on to her (and feeling very sad). Initially she would come for a second whenever i deeply called but she'd always disappear after a second. I'd call her each time and beg her to come back, but she won't listen and disappear even though I'd run after her. I started getting angry, thinking she's ignoring me on purpose.

Then she started to appear all of a sudden in the backyard, right next to me, make a frightening motion (like she's about to leap on me) and then disappear. And each time she'd point at the door right behind me, and say something like a superior had ordered her to scare me. (Each of her appearence was only 2 seconds or so).

Then one of my friends from childhood showed me that one of my brother's friends was standing outside the door at the point and using something to control the spirit, and then i saw him walking to the front of the house and collecting money from that brother of mine (who i don't like). And then i woke up.

I know this sounds nuts but i just had this dream about 10 minutes ago. Can anyone tell me what it probably means??

[Wolfjk]

Hi,
You're in a bad way!
In your waking life, you're going round thinking about married life and thinking how nice it would be one moment, and scarring yourself with the responsibility of it the next! Your daily thoughts impact on your sleep and your subconscious uses your hopes and fears to wake you up.
My guess is that you have been thinking about the pros and cons of marriage. Perhaps some of your friends or brothers are married and make you jellous?
Cheers Wolfjk