Past Love

[knightdude]

For the past two years I have been having dreams of an ex high school girlfriend(I’ll call her Denise) from 28 years ago.

The first time I saw Denise was the last day of intermediate school. I instantly was hit by the “thunderbolt”. I saw her once again in 9th grade and again the thunderbolt struck me. But some how we lost track of each other until 10th grade when we starting seeing each other exclusively. I had never been more happy in my life. We had some very beautiful moments together. My insecurity and jealousy drove her away from me and I went into a 1 year depression . Denise and I remained friends but she no longer wanted any romantic involvement with me.

Well two years ago I spoke to her brother and asked him how she was doing. He said she was married and had children and had a home about two hours away along the coast. The next time I saw her brother she had told him to say hello to me from her and she hoped I was doing well.
That’s when the dreams started. They are always a little different but the theme is the same. In the dream we are in high school but she either ignores me or does not even know I’m there. I have also had what I consider out of body experiences where I travel to her home but can not find her.

Can some one help me and tell me what’s going on.

[weiss]

thunderbolt huh. its more of a lightning shock to the heart, and it isnt even a pleasant experience. i doubt that feeling is related to attraction.