i really need some help

[kishan]

i had a dream about my ex girlfriend at first the dream just started out with me and my friends hanging out at a reunion for my 8th grade class then one of my friends told me to still a computer but i told him no but he hand to me while i was on my bike and i left with it after i appeared in a lunch room where i saw more of my friends but i was still on my bike looking for a seat but i lost my lunch and then the time was up then i went to look at the vending machine for food but it didn't have only drinks after i went pass a theater i didn't see the movie but i saw my ex i just kept walking then walked up steps to this platform where i saw a kid swinging really high but then just then my ex came up and said something i forgot what she said but then i pulled her by her legs and caught her as she fell and i started massing her all over and she told me i treat her so well just then a old lady came up saying we make a good couple and she ask if she could take a picture but my ex said no and the dream ends with my hands around her waist looking at one another deeply

can someone help tell me what this means cause i would go back with her but she broke up with me

[weiss]

well, 8th grade was probably a fun time in your life. think of some situation that has those kind of feelings.

when you steal something i guess it is about wanting something but not being willing to admit that you want or need it. a computer might represent your need to think rationally. a bike could represent working on something very hard.

maybe you want to work through a relationship. get some solid understanding with someone, but the atmosphere is too light.

a kid swinging might be some pointless exhiliration. tripping your ex up and massaging her all over in public is just weird. a massage could be trying to feel comfortable with who she is.

maybe you're just thinking about the reasons she broke up with you. you're not seeing her deep enough. too light, not more rational. too 8th gradish.

[kishan]

thanks for the help i'll think on that