Child's Severed Head Kept Alive Under Glass Wearing Orange Bikini / Old Golden House

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IMAGE: ORANGE BIKINI (AND A DREAM APPROXIMATION OF HOW I LOOKED WEARING IT)
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IMAGE: HEAD IN A GLASS JAR
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IMAGE: HOUSE SIMILAR TO THE ONE IN DREAM
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December 15th, 2008 Monday
I dreamed that I was invited to a beautiful mansion of a house. It was old, having been passed down in the family for several generations. It was painted a golden yellow. It was spacious, comfortable, filled with fine woodwork and furniture. It was clean and organized. There was a little girl living there with her mother. There were also 2 older ladies, both sisters, who lived there. They dressed like upper class women from the late 1920's or early 1930's with their jewlery, dresses, and hats. They were very well educated in manners and proper behavior. I brought my luggage upstairs to the bedroom I was led to. I would be spending the night here. I walked across the hall to look into the bathroom I was to use. It was small, clean, and completely blue. I was pleased with my accomodations. There was something wrong with the little girl. I wasn't sure exactly what the problem was, but there was a change that she was finding difficult to accept, in fact, there were many changes that had taken place that she couldn't accept. The changes were the changes I made in my life that made life better for me. I lost weight, I'm healthier, I'm happier, I am more organized, I am reaching my goals and doing better over all. I had ignored the problems the little girl was having with all of this. She got so bad she could not move anymore and got sick. Eventually, her body was disposed of as it became useless; only her head was saved. The little girl's head was kept alive and kept in a jar. As I was talking to the 2 old elegant women and being shown their clothes and their family history complete with family tree, I felt more and more welcome. The family tree had some exotic characters in it. There was one ancestor who wore a very large feathered hat, not unlike the elaborate hats that Marie Antionette was depicted in paintings as wearing. This person was eccentric, exurburant, flamboyant, but a genius. I was I told I would never leave. This house would be my home, and not it was my inheritance. I accepted this and accepted the family history as my own. The little girl appeared and she was healthy and intact again. She was very joyful that I accepted the place. A man, a woman, the child, and myself all got on some really great Harley Davidson Motorcycles went riding through some brightly lit glitzy city like Las Vegas, feeling wild and free.

The house was not my ancestoral house but I was adopted by the family who's ancestors passed it down to them. The house reprsents the kind of knowledge, wisdom, wealth, and responsibilities that are passed down from generation to generation. The dream says there are few, if any left of the present generation that values this kind of inheritance. Even though the inheritance is not from my ancestors but from others, it is passed to me because those who posses it now realize this needs to be passed to someone who will value this inheritance and take care of it.
The little girl having difficulty with all the changes represent the inner child.



December 16th, 2008 Tuesday - I dreamed I was at work in the parkinglot. I arrived so early to work it was still dark. I was driven to work by a co-worker. Another co-worker was there as well. Well the one who drove me to work forgot something at home and he started to drive us all to his house without dropping us off first but, he lived close by so it was only 5 minutes or so drive. He picked up what he needed and drove us back. We still had plenty of time before we were due in for work so we sat in the parkinglot. It was winter like it is now. There was something wrong with my car. It drove fine; but I sensed a problem. The co-worker/co-passenger told me the problem was with the water in the car. I needed to check the water. I opened the passenger door and looked inside. There was all sorts of paper and cardboard in the driver's seat, so much so, that I could get in to drive it. I would have to clean it out first. Inside the office was a great mall. I was called from a select group of people by modeling agency. I was asked to model necklaces for a major retailer. We were led to a locker room to get our necklaces. Some were selected to be swimsuit models and underwear models, and others model more casual and career clothes. Most didn't want to be swimsuit or underwear models. The woman representing the modelling agency handed me the necklace. She said this was the right one for me. She told me I would be entitled to free clothes and anything I model would be a free gift to me. It was just a lowly thing, to just be a jewlery model, but I accepted it, was grateful for it, and was glad to model even though I didn't get any free clothes. Soon, I was told to model other clothes. I was invited to a room full of bikinis and was told I would be modeling bikinis and underwear. The orange bikini was chosen for me, I had no choice as to what bikini to wear, it was made for me. I felt like crying with joy because never in my entire life did I ever even consider myself beautiful enough to wear a bikini and here were perfect strangers saying I look great in one! I had no problem modeling something a little daring. At the end of the dream, all my clothes, my jewlery, were all high fashion and provided to me free of charge.


Both dreams start out a little distressful then end up where I am completely free from all worries, with all inhibitions gone, and feeling adventurous.

The dream says there is plenty of time for me to get everything done I need to. If I am not driving myself and someone else is driving me to work, the dream is saying that where I go is out of my control and not my decision. There has been a minor delay or inconvience recently. I keep dreaming of something wrong with my car. This is because there is something wrong with it and I know it needs repairs. I have no idea as to the extent of repairs needed until I get to the shop this weekend. I have anxiety about what the repairs could be and what could they cost me in time and money. The dream seems to be saying that the repairs needed are minor and I have plenty of time to address them. Only once DiPietro's has a look will I know if this is true or not. All the stuff piled on the driver's seat symbolizes anxiety over my car that I am putting off repairing until this weekend. The dream seems to be reassuring that the repairs will be no big deal. / The rest of the dream seems to about something completely different. A model's job is to convey a good image for the product so that the consumer will desire to have it. The dream is saying I am one of a small group of chosen to convey a desirable image, to make people jealous of what gifts I already have. A necklace just for me represent a small gift appropriate just for me and for nobody else. Since the necklace was one of those extra long necklaces I thought at first it was too long for me but it looked good on me. This necklace was a long string of rare black pearls. This necklace reprsents the gift of strength and endurance from experiencing great struggle in life and could also represent a kind of insight into spiritual mysteries. I get upset at first that I don't have other gifts yet then I change my mind about this and decide that if this is all I get than I would use it well. Because I have used this small gift well, I am given another gift. There are few women in good enough shape to model a bikini. In the dream as in life, I don't consider myself beautiful enough for such a thing. The bikini was orange. Any time I dream of wearing a bikini, with few exceptions, the bikini is orange. I didn't have a choice in what to wear, it was made for me. Never in my life did I ever believe I would be good enough to wear a bikini and here I was being told by a completely objective source that I was not only fit enough to wear a bikini, but would appear very desirable in it! I was so overwhelmed by this, even as I recall this, I want to cry. The orange color represents a friendly & energetic personality. The dream seems to be saying that I will be set free from a negative body image and be considered as somebody to be envied, desired, and admired for my beauty, personality, and the inhibitions that stopped me from feeling good about myself will disappear. The underwear represents feeling very comfortable with myself. Eventually, this will all come together. I will have many gifts and be considered a woman worthy of great respect, with many gifts, and who has the image of someone who has everything together. The key description for this is that a big transformation takes place from being a common peasant to being a woman of nobility and privilage.

Note: I am going through a very stressful time right now. The dream is saying I have an unique talent for getting through times like these and if I am not ashamed of it but learn to appreciate it, I will be rewarded with freedom and honor. I sure don't feel talented right now. I feel like I'm circling the drain of doom.