Dreams of my best friend whom is deceased

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Hello all,
I just wonder about something. I had a best friend, the closest friend i ever had, we was so so close, but he went to florida (cuz i live in michigan, he did to) to be with some girl. Well he died while he was there, its a HUGE story, he was definitely killed by somone, BUT onto my topic.....

Well since he died. I had one day where outta NOWHERE i felt llike he was in the room wit me, which did scare me cuz it was such a sudden, strong feeling. I even said outloud "kris if thats u, go away, ur scaring me" immediately that feeling went away, which i now regret. That was about 4-5 maybe 6 months after he died, cuz its been about a year and half to now.

Well after that, about 6 months ago from now i had a dream wit him, and another one maybe a month ago and just like a week ago i had a third one with him.

Now in the first dream, i was in a car with a guy and him, he was in the backseat, i was passenger. All i remember is we stopped in front of a car wit a guy in it and all 3 of us got out with intent to beat him up and take his stuff, well i backed out jumped in the car and drove away, and when i drove away i remember seeing my friend standing there wit his back turned to me as i drove away, end of dream. BTW in this one kris (my friend) was cool, it was like we was chillin, normal.

The second one, all i remember is we were sitting in a van, in the back of it wit the sliding door open, sitting where the door is. And i remember lookin at kris and saying "what happened to u man, u disappeared and just magically appear" (cuz he was reported "missing" until they found his body) and he said to me "i left for louisianna with my mom." Very Weird, but it was a dream, his mom stayed in michigan. But in this dream All i know is he didn't seem as interested in me as last one or even when he was alive, kinda like a mad type mood ya know?

The third one, i dont remember much but all i know is he was not nearly as social to me, this dream i barely remember, and i think we was at a apartment, and i think he was like more mad at me, maybe not mad but not very social, almost not nice. And i think i ended up catchin him and my gf (my gf in my dream cuz i dont got one in real life) in his apartment doing ya know.

So i almost feel like kris could be trying to send a message to me, or something? Does someone think hes mad at me or something? Cuz since he died i haven't gone to see his family, but when he was alive, he didn't really get along wit his mom or step dad, he was always mad at them and it was understandable, its just he really really cared bout his lil bro and i have thought bout that alot, i feel bad but the whole thing is i cant really go where his mom and fam is cuz of a feud with another guy and i cant get in any legal trouble or ill go straight to jail. Any feedback on this THANK YOU FOR ANY FEEDBACK.