Need an Interpretation

[xbrad01]

Ok, so a few days ago I had a dream that has just recently started to bother me.. Let me first state, I am a GUY. I guess you can say I'm bi, but I'm more on the female side then guy thanks.

First off, it started with me coming into a room with some guy looking in a closet. I begin to just randomly go through a box of male thongs for myself (but I use my swimmer's suit size looking through the boxes). The guy randomly says, "Hey," and I look up at him. I almost fall over because I felt like I hit a brick wall. I fell in love with the guy at first sight. I don't know why, But I just did. Well, I go through little "scenes" with me and him. Holding hands, going to the movies, going to the mall and kissing. That kinda stuff. But then one day, I am to go to a concert with him, and I fall. I just randomly fall off a building, and I die. I try to contact him, and tell him I am sorry I cannot go with him (at the time, I don't know I'm dead) and my voice doesn't work. I am not able to communicate with ANYONE as I try to scream out for someone to listen to me. So, I call him with a phone, and it goes to voicemail. I don't know what happened, but I ended up disappointing him and making him feel horrible because he doesn't know I was dead. I tried to talk to him, but he just walks into the concert alone, and I wake up screaming some guy's name.

Now please understand, I only understand a little of this. I did a little google search, but only found small things that I don't fully understand, which is why I decided to post it here.

Any interpretations would be really nice!