Male friend running after me....

[Metanoia]

I have forgotten how my dream started and somehow I cannot recall some parts of it. Now all I can share are the ones that I could remember.


The first few scenes happened inside the campus.

In my dream, the first scene I could remember is I saw a girl classmate. We are not that close so I wonder how come she is in my dream. I do not exactly remember what was it with her in my dream. I could only remember seeing her face.

After that, I saw a male friend of mine. At that point, I remember the scenes around us were our typical school scenarios. We were all busy for some school stuffs. I talked with that male friend and he told me something like he won't be able to accompany me home.

I don't recall what happened next. It seems like I felt rejected after that scene though.

So the next scene would be, I walking away from that school building. It was raining then so I opened my black umbrella and walked slowly. Now, I do not really walk slow but it seems like I have no energy left in my body, so I have no choice but walk slow.

To reach the gate of the campus, there are three possible routes. The shaded walking lane, the walking lane beside the street, and a walking lane in the middle of a garden. I chose the walking lane in the middle of the garden.

While walking, I was thinking about my relationship with my male friend. I do not know where to place myself in my relationship with him. We are friends, but I guess I already love him. I do not know if he feels the same way for me too. In real life, it is just frustrating.

Then when I was nearing the gate, that male friend called out my name. I turned around and I saw him running after me. He was smiling, and asked me why was I alone. At this point in time, I guess there was already in the brink of letting my tears fall.

I can't remember the next scene after this. I just know that we ended up with each other. However, there was this jump of event. We were back in that school building once again. I told him that I need to go into the comfort room. He nodded and agreed to wait.

The comfort room's floor was very wet and muddy. I was looking for a cubicle when I saw my friends there too. I entered the cubicle. When I went out, my friends were still there. We talked with each other for a very long time. It crossed my mind that my male friend was also waiting outside. I also saw my girl classmate inside the CR.

Then, my dream ended.



I am sorry for the very long narration. I hope someone could interpret this for me. If you need additional information, I'd be eager to give them if I could.