Once again, hello folks. Ok, this is weirding me out. Mitch* is once again in my dreams. Here it goes:
I recall being in the movies with my 2 stepsisters and stepmom (which in itself is weird). Then I meet up with my mom, Mitch (plus his mom and aunt [they came with us to see the batman movie in real life]) , and this my mom's bosses daughters ( I don't like them because they start rumors and are very rude!) When I paid for the ticket, I accidentally took 3 more dollars then I was suppose to. ( i think the ticket guy was old) Anyway, Mitch had more money too. At the end of the movie ( I couldn't recall which movie it is but my best guess is batman) we were walking side by side and were talking about the movie. Me, having a guilty concience ( i spelt that wrong!

) gave the money back to the food counter. (with the worker being this girl I used to know in 6th grade). He laughed at me and called me stupid (playfully) and said I was to nice. We had a funny/playful/teasing agruement of the matter. But before I knew it right as we left the sidewalk, we were holding hands. I didn't know who made the first move but like a movie, a different side angle focused on that. I remember myself looking kinda blushing and I notice him looking anxious maybe? But the thing is he didn't pull away. (OK. My stepparent/sisters, my mom, his mom and aunt were in front of us. Jessica and addie were behind us) They both came in front of us and started laughing. Before I knew it, I raised my hand and IDK what I did really. But when Mitch and I looked at each other, we exchanged shy smiles. I couldn't really read his true expression because it was sort dark. Then we went our seprate ways to go home. As I went in the car, my two obnxious stepsisters were saying when we were together and stuff. It was annoying. Though I repeatedly told them we weren't, I looked sad/tired.
Why do i keep dreaming about him?!?! I only known him for about 4 weeks since I first meet him at a bowling alley. We talk mostly online and that one time we went to got see batman. He even says that he doesn't love anybody and probably can't love like normal people. *sigh* The only change in sleep is that I started 2 days ago using this soothing lavender lotion and I listen to this new song called "Home" from Vanessa Carlton. I haven't talked to him for a day or 2 now. CAN SOMEBODY TELL ME OR HELP ME PLEASE?!?! Seriously.