weird dream

[ElfenLiedAnime]

Pretty weird dream i had last night.
There were these aliens that landed on earth and then they all froze, and then som how i zoomed on them till i coud see their atoms, so i wondered how woud my head look from the inside so i did the same by me but coudnt go that far, in my head where my brain shoud be was like a playground for children they were all happy playing together, so i goed in and first they were looking at me for som few seconds and then kept on playing. Then as i was in it (my head) the playground changed to a enormous weird fun building flaoting in the sky, like an art work, there were loads of fun things to do in it. 1 of them was just goin from the part below al the way up, thats the one i did. There were all kinds of obstacles and som people were doin the same as me, but they didnt liked me and started calling me names and so, but i just ignored it and keeped climbing and the thing to make it to the top while they were all laughing. It remembered me when i was a child in kindergarten and grade-school i woud be playing with somthing or just be with myself and for som reason people woud start making fun of me and i woud just ignore it and dont lisen and kept doin my thing. But back to my dream, as i goed higher they kept following me to make fun of me, it didnt realy bothered me as i just ignored it. This contineud till my dream ended

[Shirah]

Elfen...

I am sorry you had such bad experiences with others when you were a child. Children are cruel and they learn this cruel behavior from their parents (even if their parents do not teach them this directly...they can give them the wrong messages about how to treat others). Anyway...your dream indicates to me that you are still bothered by such taunting and teasing. You indicated that in real life it didn't bother you and in your dream it did not bother you. Your dream suggests otherwise. The fact that the children followed you in your dream indicates to me that these wounds have followed you into adulthood. Perhaps when people treat you poorly now...you reflect back to the childhood pains. Being in your own head suggests that these are the thoughts that you have. You want to have fun in life....to play....to be happy...but as you said in your dream...there are obstacles preventing you from this happiness. On a positive note however, you kept climbing higher in your dream. This indicates to me that you are willing to rise above these pains and succeed. I hope this helps. Be well.