I need help understanding this dream...

[xxohifonly]

Today it will be One year since my dad committed suicide.I've had so many dreams about him since then,but the other night i had the weirdest one that i've had in awhile.In my dream i was checking my myspace and in my truth box thats on my page he left me a message telling me to "come home".He never had a myspace page so i thought it was weird.But i dont understand the whole "come home" thing.So i was hoping someone could help me understand this a little more?? As far as the rest of the dream goes, I was dreaming in it and i would assume i was having a nightmare or something,i have no idea what i was dreaming about but in the dream i was trying to wake myself up but i couldnt,i was trying to scream but i couldnt, i even tried moving but couldnt.It was really weird so i kept trying to scream and i was finally able to then i was finally able to move then my mom came in my room and i sat up and was trying to tell her to wake me up but she didnt i ended up sleep walking through out the house looking for her and my step dad to get them to wake me up but every room i went into they werent there.I couldnt see normally in the dream everything was like white and fuzzy i dont even know how to explain it. But i would really appreciate it if someone could explain this to me? Thank you!

[mitsuraki]

hmmm...The way I see it, the dream seemed to be about you looking for something. Like maybe when your dad died you lost something inside of you, and you're subconciously looking for it again. The white and fuzzy thing could symbolize that you've lost sight of your goals and that when trying to find them, you can't find see the way that you should go. Not entirely sure on the dreaming in a dream, thing though, so I won't try to help with that. As for the "come home" thing, have you changed and become distant since he died? If so, it's possible that your dreams are telling you that you're leaving the ones you love behind inadvertantly. it's very common to distance yourself from people when someone you love dies, and it can take a long time before you realize it. Take some time and think about it. Only you can really interpret your dreams. We can only try to help. (apologies if this isn't helpful)