a very confusing dream....

[whit_marahu]

hi, I'm brand new here and would like to start off by explaining a dream I had last night that is giving me much confusion.

it began in my room, it was in the middle of the night and I had just woken up to use the restroom. When I turned the light on in the bathroom, I saw a rather large and hairy spider sitting on the ground. Naturally, I freaked and slammed the door shut. That was when I began to get paranoid. The scene changed momentarily to my former history classroom. A friend of mine was talking about how she found a family of friendly snakes living in her house, I've always had a fear of snakes, and so I tried to ignore her. But she continued to explain. I learned about the three snakes. one was green, and harmless. one was yellow, and another was red. the last two were said to be deadly when bitten. but she swore they would never attack her.
And then I was in my room again, I looked around the darkened space, afraid of what was to come. Finally I decided to leave my room, to find safety in the living room. That was where I found the snakes, they all three looked at me, and smiled. (if snakes can smile) I tried to step back, but suddenly they were all coming at me. only two bit me. above one knee, and below the other.
I was then with my parents, they were trying to decided which snakes had gotten to me. It seemed they were more concerned with the mystery than getting me treated. I then said aloud, "so I'm going to die then?" and my mother nodded.

after this the scene changed dramatically. I was in the hallways of my high school, just outside of the backstage door to the auditorium where a funeral was being held. There were many people running back and forth, getting ready for the show they would perform in the dead girl's honor. (I did not recognize the deceased) Thinking about this funeral was making me very uncomfortable, to the point I was almost in tears. (my attitude in this part reminds me of a child lost in a grocery store, only wanting their mother) My boyfriend was there, and was insisting that he head to the stage. But I begged him to stay with me. I grabbed his arm and fell to the floor, sobbing. "don't leave me, please stay" I kept saying. but he shook is head and said he had to go. and he was on the stage near the casket.

that is where I woke up.

I'm sorry, for the length. but I've been thinking about this dream all day, I cannot seem to forget it. thank you for reading this. ♥