I've tried to interpret myself-please help?!

[summers]

My dream last night- peacock I read is symbolizes vanity- i am worried this dream is a warning but can't put the peices together. I'm hoping some old pro on here can help! Thanks! here goes.....

I see a blue peacock in my backyard in the daytime, and shout excitedly for my husband to come see it. It's running aroung tearing holes through the fences which we mend very easily. It is somehow hungry, and speaks, from now out in the alley, saying it eats meat. I go inside and find a single herbed hamburger patty we were saving to grill and a old fast food burger in the frdge, which I then give to the peacock to eat, I guess.

Then I'm in my bathroom putting my pink eyeshadow on a very gay lightskinned black man. He is so happy, he loves it, I am giving him childlike pleasure. I'm putting the makeup on very tenderly, to give him pleasure. It seems like an act of love to be putting the makeup on his face. He is like a child.


I am in a dank apartment with other people; a gross feeling...two round holes in the carpet start spinning, like they are haunted. They stop. I decide to take charge and investigate, and notice two discolorations, which no one else seems to see. I point them out. I tell everyone we should pull up all the carpet to see what is underneath. We do There are two spots. I wonder if someone was murdered, but it's impossible to tell.

Then I am in some kind of waiting room. Kind of shabby, perhaps medical, with a big plate glass window in front, to my left. My mother is sitting on a couch, happy, but she is my mom as she was in the 70's early 80's, young, looking good, wearing a tank,, shorts, and long white knee socks. Somehow gangstas come into the picture. There is a man between me and the window. I have some knowledge, and shout "Get down, just go!" and they start shooting. I am proud I saved this mans life. I think the gangstas even come in. I lay flat on the floor with my eyes closed, not opening them for anything.

Then I'm playing music- guitar- with a young man, playing incredibly beautifully. He takes me to a music venue, we play on stage, it's great. Afterwards we go to get coffee...we are in NY. We play then, just the two of us, in a intimate setting. Somehow I strap the guitar on wrong; I become confused, it's on upside down. I don't know whats going on. He is looking at me with distaste, he is angry almost. He tells me I am not good. I agree with him, wholeheartedly. I realize I am not really a musician. My talent must have been some kind of fluke. Then I realize he has seen a picture of me he didn't like, and that is what this distaste is all about. I see, as if far off, a black and white picture of a young man with a scarf tucked in his jacket. I realize that man in the picture is me, and this other young man really hated that scarf. I am examining the scarf. It is very very short and small and white with a pattern. I wonder why the young man( me) wore it. It is not the right size at all. Was it somehow precious or expensive? Then I think that if this musician thought badly of me all about this little scarf he was really pompous and worthless.

[Varzandeh]

Hi,

Peacock means a governor, if dreamt had a male peacock means he will receive some money from a governor.If it was female means he will marry and will have a child.Some interpreters say peacock means a corrupt woman.If dreamt peacock spoke to him means he will have a directorship.If dreamt peacock flew away from his house means his wife will divorce or will separate.If dreamt he killed a peacock means will have sex with a virgin girl.Peacock may also mean ; 1- a governor 2- a big rich man.

Meat meanssome money you will pay to the peacock person.

Playing guitar means a sorrow.

[summers]

Thank you very much for taking the time to share this symbolism.

[travellight]

Hey Summers....I will take the dream apart and then hope to piece together the symbolism
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I see a blue peacock in my backyard in the daytime, and shout excitedly for my husband to come see it. It's running aroung tearing holes through the fences which we mend very easily. It is somehow hungry, and speaks, from now out in the alley, saying it eats meat. I go inside and find a single herbed hamburger patty we were saving to grill and a old fast food burger in the frdge, which I then give to the peacock to eat, I guess.
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The backyard represents the area of life of socializing, intimacies with friends and loved ones. Birds are spiritual messengers...they fly through the air representing sending thoughts telepathically. A blue peacock is a type of bird that suggests beauty and vanity. Here the element of vanity seems to be tearing apart the fences(represents protection, barrier and containment) The element of vanity needing food, or reassurance of its beauty. You placate the bird with easy and fast food.
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Then I'm in my bathroom putting my pink eyeshadow on a very gay lightskinned black man. He is so happy, he loves it, I am giving him childlike pleasure. I'm putting the makeup on very tenderly, to give him pleasure. It seems like an act of love to be putting the makeup on his face. He is like a child.
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[I]The bathroom represents the area of our life where we cleanse, refresh and release. Pink is the color of love and innocence. You want to cover the eyes or visions of the young gay man with this color of love and innocence so this is how he sees. Being in the bathroom suggests that this is how you would like to transform how you see the world....or how others see.[/i]
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I am in a dank apartment with other people; a gross feeling...two round holes in the carpet start spinning, like they are haunted. They stop. I decide to take charge and investigate, and notice two discolorations, which no one else seems to see. I point them out. I tell everyone we should pull up all the carpet to see what is underneath. We do There are two spots. I wonder if someone was murdered, but it's impossible to tell.
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[I]An apt. is a temporary dwelling..and a house represents our current state of consciousness....that would say the way you are feeling in this current time is soon to pass, is temporary, not a permanent condition. The carpet is our sense of comfort and here you see "holes" in your comfort level and feel that part of the past can't be let go of and continues to affect your current life.
Other person in your life pretends the past issues don't exist...seeing a possible "murder" in the past, means knowledge that one was wounded emotionally most likely.[/i]
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Then I am in some kind of waiting room. Kind of shabby, perhaps medical, with a big plate glass window in front, to my left. My mother is sitting on a couch, happy, but she is my mom as she was in the 70's early 80's, young, looking good, wearing a tank,, shorts, and long white knee socks. Somehow gangstas come into the picture. There is a man between me and the window. I have some knowledge, and shout "Get down, just go!" and they start shooting. I am proud I saved this mans life. I think the gangstas even come in. I lay flat on the floor with my eyes closed, not opening them for anything
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[I]Waiting room shows you move to a "wait and see" approach to your life. The window is your outlook on life, what you see and envision. You see a happy female, the part of yourself that nutures you, your intuitive, self protective side of yourself. She is happy, young until "ganstas" come into the picture, perhaps trying to "steal" from you, perhaps steal happiness.[/i]
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Then I'm playing music- guitar- with a young man, playing incredibly beautifully. He takes me to a music venue, we play on stage, it's great. Afterwards we go to get coffee...we are in NY. We play then, just the two of us, in a intimate setting. Somehow I strap the guitar on wrong; I become confused, it's on upside down. I don't know whats going on. He is looking at me with distaste, he is angry almost. He tells me I am not good. I agree with him, wholeheartedly. I realize I am not really a musician. My talent must have been some kind of fluke. Then I realize he has seen a picture of me he didn't like, and that is what this distaste is all about. I see, as if far off, a black and white picture of a young man with a scarf tucked in his jacket. I realize that man in the picture is me, and this other young man really hated that scarf. I am examining the scarf. It is very very short and small and white with a pattern. I wonder why the young man( me) wore it. It is not the right size at all. Was it somehow precious or expensive? Then I think that if this musician thought badly of me all about this little scarf he was really pompous and worthless.[/quote]
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[I]In the final scene you are in an intimate setting with a young man making beautiful music together, or in other words having an intimate relationship that is wonderful and harmonious. Soon the person nitpicks different things about you, makes you feel inadequate and defensive._____________[/i]
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To sum it up......It may be that you are in a relationship or have been in a relationship with someone that does not make you feel secure. You may feel the need for more reassurance that you are love and beautiful and confident that the relationship will last. There seems to be a time coming of a possible transition where you will search for the right person in your life as you envision your life should be filled with love and beauty and innocence. I think the dream is guiding you to a relationship with substance, looking deep into the past, past hurts and not glossing over any warning signs. I think it may be saying to look past false vanities of others in your relationships and seek that relationship that is based on deeper meaning.

travellight27

[Wolfjk]

Hi,

I see a blue peacock in my backyard in the daytime, and shout excitedly for my husband to come see it. It's running aroung tearing holes through the fences which we mend very easily. It is somehow hungry, and speaks, from now out in the alley, saying it eats meat. I go inside and find a single herbed hamburger patty we were saving to grill and a old fast food burger in the frdge, which I then give to the peacock to eat, I guess.

The above quote gives a clear indication of what caused your dream! The blue peacock does not symbolise anything in particular, but the bright colour grabs your attention!
The dream was caused by something you ate befor you went to sleep! It is trying to tell you that single herbed hamburger patty we were saving to grill and a old fast food burger fatty and spicy fast foods give you indigestion and heartburn!
The rest of the dream is diverting your attention from your stomach pains by the different scenarios and story lines, but also hinting at that you feel ill in your sleep.

Then I am in some kind of waiting room. Kind of shabby, perhaps medical

Although you are feeling ill, your dream tries to keep you asleep for as long as possible to give you a chance to recover. It is likely that you did not feel any ill effect when you woke up. That is the power of dreams!
Cheers Wolfjk

[summers]

I think it may be saying to look past false vanities of others in your relationships and seek that relationship that is based on deeper meaning.

travellight27[/b][/quote]

Travellight,
Thank you so much for your time and detialed analysis. You have really blown me away. Really. I have got a grasp now on the meaning, which resonates and will roll this all around in my mind a little more now! you're awesome!

Wolfjk,

thank you for your possible analysis. I agree there are some dreams that are meaning less or food related, but I think this one had more to it! Thanks again.