Ex boyfriend ugh!

[downsideup]

Okay, so I go to bed every night and dream about my ex boyfriend. About him showing me he wants to be with me in all these different scenarios. Most of the scenarios are ones where we have to overcome some huge obstacle like a friend being in the way or something along those lines.

We broke up 6 months ago before I moved from where I was living to his city to be with him. 4 days before I arrived he broke it off saying he wasn't ready for a relationship. I was absolutely crushed because I was totally in love, we have known eachother for 4 and a half years and have dated off and on in a long distance relationship 3 times. He came to my city for christmas and declared his love for me and we had the best time. I had to tell him some bad news about my past and he said he didn't care and that he loved me and it didn't matter. We talked about getting married and all that stuff. We were totally in love. When he broke it off I was completely crushed but stayed strong and went with my move anyways. I was living with his best friend, and it was too hard seeing/hearing him in the house every weekend. On the weekend of my birthday he took home one of my friends from where I moved from and they had sex. I was furious, then he told everyone about the secret I told him and I was mortified, betrayed and crushed. I just got out of another relationship, and he's been on my mind big time for the last two months and I don't know what these dreams mean. Should I try talking to him, I just can't figure out what these dreams mean!!!

I love him dearly but I do not want to be rejected again. I had to move out of his friends house because it got to be too much to deal with and now there is bad blood between his friend and I. I am quite positive that he hates me, but WHY do I keep having these dreams that he wants me back?!??!?!?!

Help...please!

[Wolfjk]

Hi,

I love him dearly but I do not want to be rejected again. I had to move out of his friends house because it got to be too much to deal with and now there is bad blood between his friend and I. I am quite positive that he hates me, but WHY do I keep having these dreams that he wants me back?!??!?!?!

Help...please!

It takes two to tango!! No matter how much you love him, it seems that he does not want you back! He made it plain to you!
Your dreams are wishful thinking. He has nothing to do with what you dream. Dreams are created in your own subconscious and based on what you think and experience.
Get yourself another boyfriend!
Cheers Wolfjk