The Angel of Death? Wants me to... Kill myself!?

[Social Tears]

Okay, here we go. I had this dream last night, and I wanted to post it quickly before I forgot it.
I am a 13 year old Male. I have been to many physics, along with my sister. Me and my sister are VERY close, and she told me something. She said a physic had told her that in a past life she was married to the Angel of Death, and thus, he visits her in her dreams.
Now, to my dream.

I was walking into a palace-like-place, when I saw, from third person view, the Angel of Death touch me on the back of my head. I died, instantly and painlessly. I arose, as if I was now a spirit, and I started floating further in, since I died only at the enterance in a hall way. I took a left into the main room, and saw a mirror with a pillow at the bottom. Everything was golden colored. The Angel of Death appeared in the mirror. I told him I was dead, and I needed to see him. He appeared out of the mirror, and said that I had tricked him. I guess I wasn't dead. I'm not sure.
Anyway, he was mad. I suddenly woke up, because my stupid mother yelled for me to get up. >:[
I asked for one more hour of sleep, and she agreed. I fell back into sleep. And, of course, there waiting for me was the Angel of Death. His face was like... a TV. It was many things, showing me alot of stuff. I guess it wanted me to see or do something. He was very friendly. He wanted me to do something. I think he wanted me to pass on out of this physical body, or something. A strong urge to be by him... To let him do whatever he needed to do to me...
But now, I egged it on. Since he appeared in a mirror as a ghost, I said "Do you personally think Ghosts can age?"
He said "You just had to keep on egging it" And then he wrote some words on my book I was reading. I noticed I was in a classroom, and he was the teacher. (Again, it notions that he wanted to tell me something)
The words were of meaness. Nothing bad like cusses, though. I wrote back that I was sorry, since now he had dissapeared.
I suddenly woke up, again, though. My mother, again, yelled, so I couldn't get back to sleep.

And he also liked killing people who went in his palace. He though of it as a game, and killed them harmlessly.
But I feel as if he really needed me for something. He wanted me to.. Die? I'm not sure, but I hope everyone can help!

And is this really the Angel of Death, or something else?
It happened to look like an older version of me, with Black hair.

Ever since, I've had the urge to die. No sadness/depression/cutting involved. I just want to.


Thanks. :]

[Varzandeh]

Hi young man,

First I should tell you most of the people who think they are a psychic they are not.A real psychic doesn't charge people for what God has granted him/her.
Second, most religions don't accept the past life , We are born to this world to have a good life and of course trials then we will pass away to the next life to see what we have done,, said and thought ... no one nows realy what is there like except a little ...Of course holy book and Quran have something about the past life but it is about when we were tiny particles at the beginning of the creation and it hasn't been a life.
Third, No-one can marry an angel, because angels have no Gender , no sex.

Fourth, Dreaming about the death angel has different scenarios some are good and some are a warning please see which one fits with your dream, and tell me:


Azrael ( death angel)
If one dreamt about death angel and it was angry or sad means the death time is near.
If dreamt the death angel took out his soul means he will have a good successful life.
If dreamt the death angel said hello to him means he will be safe in both worlds.
If dreamt the death angel was in the sky and he was on the ground means he will be dismissed from his job.
If dreamt the death angel was happy means he will be martyr.
If dreamt he wrestled the death angel and couldn't win means the death time is near.
If dreamt he was the winner in the wrestling means he will get seriously ill but will cure later.
If dreamt the death angel said hello to him means he will be a martyr.
If dreamt the death angel was looking at him angrily means he will have a life full of adventures.
If dreamt the death angel gave him something sweet means his agony of death will get easy.
If gave him something bitter means his agony of death will be hard and long.

[Varzandeh]

Hi again,
You died then was alive means you will have a long life.

A pillow means someone who helps and serves you or a girlfriend.

A decorated mirror means a promotion is on the way.
If dreamt he gave someone a mirror , means he will deposite his property to someone.
If dreamt was looking in a silver mirror , means some disturbance and annoyance on the way because of his greatness.
If was looking in a mirror , if his wife is pregnant, he will give birth a baby boy who is completely like his father. If the dreamer is a woman and was looking in a mirror she will give birth to a girl like herself.
If an unknown man gave you a mirror and you looked at it means a news from a friend and happiness.
If a woman dreamt was looking in a mirror and she wasn't pregnant , she will divorce and will marry another man also her husband will marry another woman.
If a young boy dreamt was looking in a mirror means she will have a sister or a baby girl like herself.
If a governor dreamt was looking in a mirror will be put aside and will lose his power and someone else will take his place.
If dreamt was looking at a pretty face in a mirror if was known will see a governor or president.
Mirror may also mean : 1- wife 2- govern or kingdom. 3 A friend 5- A partner. 6- A marriage.



If one dreamt entered a palace means he will receive some money and blessing especially if the palace was made of sun dried bricks.
If the palace was made of stones, bricks and chalk means he will receive money but his morals will spoil.
If dreamt his palace ruined means his money will waste.
If his palace got fire means the governor will call him into requisition.
Palace may also mean :1- blessing 2- governorship 3- dignity 4- directorship 5- kingdom 6- comfort.

[unclesirbobbyrobson]

Well deams can link to the future and premonitions. They acn be remarkably accurate. Yet dreams can alos simply relate to the inside workings of the mind. They can follow closely the conceptual ideas emerging in our minds. These can link to paranoias and fantasies. try not to worry too much.

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Many dream dictionaries tend to share a common mistake. They tend to use symbols in only one uniform sense. They will begin each definition with the phrase "You need to be more ..."(for instance the Army in dreams means that you need to be more disciplined). This is a fiundemental mistake. Dreams use symbols in rich and varied ways. You should realise that dreams can use dream symbols in the past context, the present context and the future context. They can refer to you and your own emotions but if they choose to they will concentrate on other people and issues surrounding them. Try this page for a further explanation.

Dreams analyzed - How to use dreams symbols

[Social Tears]

I know, but... I feel like none of this was symbolism. My sister has been brought to his palace before, also, and whatnot. She's had many of these events, too.
I'm basing him off of a collected conciousness.

[sailrmc]

You ask is this really the angel of death or is it something else. It is something else.
Two things the touch of the back of your head...shows whatever this characters influence (as a role player in a dream, was). He was a guide of sorts. The hall shows that you have not even really started to live your life. In real life you are in a preparative state...everything that you do, every experience that you have counts. They are all part of the experience of life that you tap into as you get older and make your own decisions.
The angel of death in your dream represents the changes that you will undertake as you do get older. This dream symbolizes the metamorphasis the coming of age that you are experiencing. Your old and more childish ways will "die" so to speak and you simply become more entrenched in the ways of the grown up world (little by little).
The pillow by the mirror is representative of the fact that you will not only see change in yourself (in the waking world, but you will see a mirroring or comment on the changes that you undergo as you grow in your adolescence.
This is a very important dream as it symbolized the awareness that you have that you are in the midst of change.

At the outset I said two things... so the other is that this is the time (about twelve to fifteen) that we as humans become more aware that age eventually leads to our death. It is an awareness that is so very important because this awareness alone should be taken into count in so many decisions that we make. The bottom line of this part of your multi plane dream is, that time is a factor in everything that we do. It is and will be a determining factor in so much that will go on from now on (in your life).

So this is an awareness dream, and the pillow suggests that you will have much more to dream about...keep in mind that the subconsicous mind is a real part of you. It is your mentor and friend. Never feel alone, because it loves you and takes care of you. Dreams are life changing...stay tuned because you are being told that there is a life time of more dreams.
Be wise as you approach this change that you are going through.
sailrmc

[Social Tears]

It's nice to me, though.
Why?