good friend ignores me

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Hey this dream i got last night.

I goed to school, then i walked into som1 and he said that he was goin to kil people at my school and asked if i wanted to join him i said yes. We got to a shower room were som people got back from having gym, we said keep it quiet or we might kill you. Then som1 said WTF is this crap? Im goin to the teacher, i said no you dont. I aimed the gun at his head and shooted right in the left side, but it were plastic bullets i asked the guy, What is this? He said: What did you think i was goin to actualy kill som1? I just wanted to make them scared. I was pretty disappointed cos it got me excited The guy i shot said he still was goin. The gun i had was iron so i bashed him with it like 10 times but it seemed it had no effect. I was angry cos i wanted to kill all the people in the room that was my plan and after that i was goin to kill the rest. And suddenly i was at som stairs in my school and i saw a friend of me climbing on the thing you can hold yourself on while you walk onthe stairs, he climbed on it and then got on a wall above him pulled himself on it and he was upstairs. I remember him doin that in a other dream, so i wanted to give it a try (i get a intens fear when im somwhere high or higher so thats why i wanted to try it) I climbed on it and coudnt grab the wall i was slightly falling backward and then a other friend of me putted his hand in my back and pushed me back forward i thanked him he said there are friends for i said: ye. I got on the wall (the whole structure was alot different then it is IRL) but between the wall i got on and the floor was 50-06 cm space. I looked below me and it was like 15 meters deep. I panicked but i tryed concentrating on getting to the floor but i was completely shaking. The wall i was on was only 20 cm wide and i was laying on it with my chest. I asked my friend that got over it to give me a hand but he was just leaning against the wall keeping his head low and staring to the ground. I yelled: Hey!! Give me your hand, my other friend was yelling from on the stairs to help me cos he coudnt i was to high and the stairs where crowded the whole time. Like always. Then som1 else called my freinds name, the guy that calledhim was on the stairs below me in the crowd and my friend immediately responded got to the wall leaned over and started talking to each other my friend was right infront of me but he still didnt helped me. Then i got on the floor and was pissed cos i coud fall and die and he didnt even helped me. Seemed he ignored me or didnt noticed me, but IRL hes always prepared to help me or explain things. But somtimes when im talking with him and som1 else comes to ask him somthing or just comes he stops talking to me and starts talking to the other 1. I get pretty angry when that happens but i dont show it, i never show emotions while im with people.