old lovers collide

[leelajacks]

here's a strange dream i just had---any help interpreting it?

btw I am happily married.... I am meeting with my old 'first love' in a hotel or something. and it is emotionally intimate and warm and happy. i reach out to carres his hand with lots of care, and he laughs kind of meanly, i look and see it is a fake plastic hand and not attached to him. i fell really stupid. during this, i know my old highschool boyfriend is pissed bc i am with this old lover and waiting and looking for me. i realize the door is ajar and he can probably see me, so i run and try and hide so he won't know i am with this old lover ( who came along way after high school in real life) i run into a bathroom which is very long and narrow, there are tons on women in faqua or veils and head coverings, and I think they are a good idea( the veils ) at the end of this bathroom i sit with a covered woman, there is a muslim holy man demanding i help perform a ceremony. i keep screwing it up- i am carrying trays with little tumblers of water or liquid to him so he can perform some kind of ceremony, but the water keeps spilling and he is getting pissed, but still demands i try and help and because he is holy man i am trying but feeling like id rather not......