dreaming of another guy..when i am taken

[bkmoody]

ok so i had a dream last night but lets explain my real life and then why my dream conflicts with it...just to explain: my dream has to do with my love life

Ok so in my real world i have a really great boyfriend (lets call him John) ..he's the best thing thats ever happened to me and we both make each other happy. We've been dating for about 7 months..ok now lets back up a bit. Before i started dating John, I had feelings for this other guy named..."Mike". I liked him for about 2 months before I decided to 'move on' from my crush because I knew nothing would happen between us because he always talked to me about other girls he liked...it was like he was clueless(as most guys are lol). And when I stopped liking Mike, thats when John came along and we've been together since then.

I'm still friends with Mike today but I get the occasional feeling that John is jealous of him because I used to like Mike before John and I were dating. But he has no reason to be jealous because I don't have those feelings for Mike anymore.

Well in my dream it's almost like I'm dating Mike instead of John...like I even dreamed about my first kiss with Mike. He kissed my hand in my dream last night...I distinctly remember that. And this isn't the first dream I've had about Mike. I've had another dream about Mike with another kiss involved.

What is my heart trying to tell me? Sure John is the best thing that's happened to me, but is my subconsious saying there's something better? Or is it just old memories coming back to my dreams? Any advice? I almost feel guilty about having these dreams about another guy when I am perfectly happy with John.