murdered hundreds of people

[ElfenLiedAnime]

A couple days ago i went to sleep im religieus and i asked to God to show me in a dream if i was being a good person or not. I fell asleep and i was dreamling i was in school and we needed to chance class and we all needed to walk true a pool with water in to go to the next classroom and with hundreds we rushed in it and getted over it but not me i felt backwards in the water and people walk over me leaving me behind i was drowning while i coudnt get up cos they keeped coming and then i gotted so angry i jumped up people flying evry where while i jumped up and i grabed som1 by the arm pulling him to me taked his head and smashed it to pieces to the side of the pool and his friends saw it and wanted to kill me but i ripped them appared with my own arms killing evry1 who passed the pool and then after killing like 800+ people (there are 1400 people in my school) i ranned out of the pool full of blood, my body coverd in blood goin into a building and while i was goin i felt so much hate and fear from the people i came across but i didnt kill em cos they didnt hurt me and i runned into a classroom building and while i was goin som1 standed in front of me in the entrance saying HEY YOU!!! i taked his head and smashed it against the wall splattering his head then i was searching my friends in the building but it was all crowded in the building i ranned outside again and i heared people saying i was from the balthazar gang (WTF?) i ranned out the school gates followed the road till i gotted to some crossroads in front of me there was a girl and to the right a road that was shining brightly and the walls at the side of the road where coverd with flowers the girl said come with me and she goed from the road in front of me to the road right the all shining road
and i coudnt for som reason like i wasnt ready, i just turned around and the road i came from was all crowded i walked into it,... and then i waked up

strange dream but som how i feeled realy relieved after killing those 800+ people, i hope im not becoming a psychopatic killer or somthing ^^

[Jennings]

No, you are not a psychopath but you are very angry due to some form of sufferance which you are under. It almost feels as if you are being bullied and that others might not wish to befriend you. It sounds like a difficult stage to your life and it may yet persist but in possibly another year, maybe two, things should begin to change slightly for you as you move into more mature adulthood.

[Varzandeh]

Hi,

If one dreamt someone killed him means he will have a long life.
If dreamt he killed someone but didn't decapitate him means he will do him a favor.
If dreamt a group were killed means he will have a benefit.The Israelian /33.
If dreamt someone killed him in oppression means he is oppressed and someone will revenge for him.The Pilgrimage /60.
If one dreamt killed his own child means he will receive moral livelihood. The Livestock/151.
If one dreamt killed a fierce animal or an insect or a roach means he will overcome the enemy.

Pond means science because everything is alive with water.
If dreamt was washing himself in a pond means he will be successful and will stop sins.
If dreamt he drank all of a pond water and it was pleasant means he will have a long life and his money will increase. If he is looking for science means his knowledge will increase.
If dreamt he washed his body and clothes in the pond means his family will contrite sins and will follow the moral.
If dreamt he was washing his clothes in a pond and there came out feces means he doesn't act on his knowledge and people will reproach him.
If dreamt there was grass beside the pond means he will have benefits from his knowledge and people too, specially if the pond was his.
If dreamt the pond was public the benefits will be for the land's scientist.
If dreamt the water of the pond was dark means a sorrow is on the way.
If dreamt was drinking water from a pond means his situation and will receive money .
Pond may also mean : 1- useful people 2- a rich man 3- collecting money 4- a scientist who is useful for people.




If one dreamt he was sitting on a wall and it was stable ,means his situation in the life is good and stable.
If dreamt he was demolishing an old wall , means he will receive some money but demolishing a new wall means a sorrow and disaster.
If dreamt he was standing on a wall means his situation will change.
If dreamt he was hanging from a wall means he will be distressed.
If dreamt he took out a wall from its place means he will help a man to have some dignity and rank.
If dreamt he fell down and ruined a wall means he will ruin a man's business and will damage him.
If dreamt he made straight an inclined wall or repaired a ruined wall means his affairs will arrange.
If dreamt the city wall ruined means the city mayor will die.
If dreamt he was building a wall with his hands : 1- if the wall was of sun dried bricks means he will receive some money and belief.
If it was of bricks and chalk means he is selfish and will do a bad deed.
If it was of stone and lime means he become pagan.


So, after a bad situation at work or study you wil help many people.
Then you will achieve a wish( A girl) and flowered wall means a happiness in your life.

[ElfenLiedAnime]

ye ive been bullied alot in my life when i was younger there didnt seem to be any reason why they did bully me but when i maked a friend som guys of my class woud come and whisper somthing in there ear and they just go away from me and i woud be alone again but that was when i was 2-8 years old then my mom died of som typ of cancer from drinking and smoking way to much when i was 8, then ive been placed in a children's home for 3 years while i was there ive seen som1 laying on the floor dieing, hitted with a hammer on her head 6 times the blood was all over the floor cos som guy only 15 years old needed som money to buy drugs and she didnt gave any when i was 11 i asked if it was possible to go to a fosterhome so they tryed and i was happy and now 5 years later i dont know why but i feel sad, angry and a lot of hatred, im not being bullied at school or anything at the moment

i realy hope to find ALOT of happiness in my life, cos how i feel now its like its killing me inside leaving me all hollow

but in my dream i turned around and walked away from the flowered wall, coud this mean it will get only worse then its right now? cos i dont want this if this keeps my whole life goin i woud might go do bad things and im only 16 =/

[Varzandeh]

Hi,
Everyone who is more dear to God will have here more disasters .
Do you know how they turn rusty iron to stainless steel?
they put the iron several times into a furnace and when it was red then put it into cold water and then hit it by hammer several times, again and again repeat that for several times.
Big important man have had such a story and you are not alone.
Good luck.

[ElfenLiedAnime]

Thanks! That makes me feel better

[Jennings]

ElfenLiedAnime, it does not sound as if you answered that last post. There does appear to be someone who is dominating you and who has interupted your thread. Why should, whoever it is, be concerned?

[ElfenLiedAnime]

as far as i know theres no1 whos dominating me if there is it woud make me pretty angry

i dont realy understand this;

Do you know how they turn rusty iron to stainless steel?
they put the iron several times into a furnace and when it was red then put it into cold water and then hit it by hammer several times, again and again repeat that for several times.

never been good at understanding things like this

[ElfenLiedAnime]

well actualy if i think about it, i feel dominated by evry1 somehow

[DivineKiwi]

Originally Posted by ElfenLiedAnime

as far as i know theres no1 whos dominating me if there is it woud make me pretty angry

i dont realy understand this;

Do you know how they turn rusty iron to stainless steel?
they put the iron several times into a furnace and when it was red then put it into cold water and then hit it by hammer several times, again and again repeat that for several times.

never been good at understanding things like this

sounds like "in order to become something great, you must suffer constantly"