Insane Please analyze

[Atim]

Settings- Large open grass field. Trees shady, a small track winds
around through the woods out into the field.
Open sunny hilly field, never go beyond it though.
Kinda reminds me of canobie lake park. The far end where the physco dome is. In the first part I am usually alone
until the last part of my canobie dream.
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Starts off with me getting onto this wierd kind of ski lift, except it doesnt look anything like one.
Theres four seperate little upsidedown capital T's that you sit on.
I get on one of them and it takes me up somewhat high and I cruise at a somewhat slow speed across the tops of the
trees until it takes me down and I get off at another platform
(note do not know if the "lift" always moves or waits for me)
to see this like outside complex mainly made up of nets and bridges, kind of like an outside playplace.
I get off and go threw it and some places lead to doors going into the building. Never am able to get inside
of the building though.
I leave this place(note here I can be with someone else) and get back on the lift and it takes me up once agian and this time the trees are larger
and I can see through them an open sunny golden hillside. Never can make it to hillside.
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Starts agian with me at this huge mansion. A kind of pale creamish color house that seems to tower over you.
I go inside and start up the stairs, knowing that I am not gonna go all the way upstiars.
Something up there scares me or gives me this bad feeling, as if something were to happen If I went up.
I stop on this little landing between stairs and someone else is with me. All thats there is a window
(which I dont look out) and a small cupboard at the bottom of the wall(note this also gives me a bad feeling)
I open it up with some other person and theres just random things in there. Nothing happens.
I go back down stairs we all start talking about something(cannot remeber).
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We are all outside now and the view is so beautiful. There is this mountain which goes up and levels off.
There, there is a waterfall which pours out into this pool, and luscious undergrowth all around.
Now we are all outside and talking about this bad feeling we all have about the place. How beautiful
it is but how the house and everything else seems to make you feel uncomfortable to be there.
Then this guy comes up and everyone starts to listen to him(he looks like a army guy with a army shirt and vest on
dogtags, camo pants and black boots)
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Now were all across from the waterfall and the army guy starts talkling and tells us all that we are standing
on an old human dumping zone. That they used to dump humans here and thats why the land is so vast and beautiful.
Now I can see farm land and crops of every kind. Everyone begins to freak out
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Now I am on the end of the house and I am with the same person that was with me on the landing.(Note only picture
a screened in room with some couches and small tables)This other person Im with has something that we
stole from the mansion or the the outside complex(Cannot remeber what or where from)
All of the sudden a ghost(from halo 3 but with crazy spikes coming out the top) comes bursting into the room.
We run outside and are dodging the ghost who is flying back and forth(Note we are now in the farmish land with
golden hills)The ghost hits the other kid and then hits me and my dream ends saying "To Be continued".
Then there is this cathy last bit a whipser saying detail words for being interested except crazily. Right after that happens I wake up and cant remeber the words exactly


Also my entire life ever since I can remeber I have been able to control my dreams. When I was younger whenever i would have "bad dreams" I could just wipe them away literally. I would just picture a eraser coming down and it would all become white and Id just start another dream. I constantly have the same dreams and in all of them I realize that Ive had it before and each dream is completely different for the reason that I never blaze the same trail when i re-dream.

[bright_dreamer]

Hi Atim,
I'll try. There are quite a few details that you remember. I'll give you a few ideas about them, and then my overall impression.

A field: Freedom, happiness, abundance
Tree: stability, personal growth
lift: rising above difficult situation
mansion: great potential and growth
stairs: acheiving higher level. (stopping on a landing could mean that you're not ready or fearful of continuing)
army and ghost: fear, guilt

It sounds like to me that you have goals that you would like to achieve. You see that the "grass was greener on the other side." But something is holding you back. A fear.
Something is giving you a bad feeling. Is there something or someone in your situation that you do not trust? Or do you not trust yourself to make the right decision?
Explore and journal what is going on in your life, your fears and aspirations.
WHat do you want in life, and what is holding you back?
Maybe that will help you understand your dream.

I hope this helps,

[Atim]

Thanks a lot for the analysis. It deff seems like you pin-pointed a few key aspects. Once again thanks a lot

[bright_dreamer]

Hi Atim,
You're welcome. I'm glad it helped.
GOod luck.