so confussing, have no idea what it could all mean

[lilithlefey]

to better under stand, i'm un-married, 21 and have a daughter. lilith is my 1 yr old daughter, robert is my boyfriend of a month, jenni is my best friend, tony is her boyfriend, nugget is a 14 yr old neighbor boy that sometimes comes over to the house to hang out, nicole is my sister, and james is her boyfriend.

any thoughts on this dream would be so helpful to me.

i dreamt that i was with a girl verison of nugget and we went into the dykes trailor park to see about a party, well the party ended up being at my house with like over 100 bikers and everyone of them had a case of natural light. well i told nugget that, that was way to many ppls at my house, and went inside to make a phone call, or talk to nicole and james, or something like that, and when i went back outside they was all gone.

the scene changed and i was at a trailor sitting at the kitchen table with jenni talking to her, and tony and robert was in the living room talking to some chick, and lilith was playing on the floor, and the chick asked lilith something about her daddy and i told the chick that lilith didn’t have a daddy and robert got all mad and told the chick that he was her f-ing daddy. that made me mad and i started tripping out on him about saying some thing like that, and he looked at the chick and told her that he wasn’t lilith’s daddy by blood or even paper work but he was the closest thing to a daddy that she has, and that he was thinking about adopting her. when i heard that i looked at him and asked him "shouldn’t that be something that you and i talk about, not ya’ll" and he wanted to get pissy with me and tell me that we would talk about it later.

well then the scene changed again and i was at tonys, but the kitchen was bigger, and tony was passed the out on the couch and there was no waking him up. well i seen a spider close to me, and i started to freak out and tried to get jenni to kill it, well she was about to when this little girl who was maybe 8 or 9, she ran up and killed it, but instead of throwing it outside like i told her too, she was trying to put the spider on me, and i was freaken out and i told the old ppls that brought her (the was well past their 60's), that if they didn’t get her away from me, then i was going to knock her the f out, that i didn’t care that she was only 8 i dont play when it comes to spiders. well she got rid of it, but then everyone else was looking for spiders to put on me. well one guy found one on this lite fixture that was over tonys head, and it was a huge spider and weird looking like all bones no fur or hair or whatever it is spiders is covered with. well the guy started playing with it, but wouldn’t kill it well then he picked it up and started walking close to me, so i got up and went into the kitchen, and he followed and sat down 2 chairs from where i was standing in the cornor. i told him that if he touched me that that spider i would kill him. he started laughing and acting like he was going to put it on me, so i flipped the chair that he was in and jumped over the chair to go back into the living room with jenni well he triped me and grabbed my legs, and was trying his hardest to put the spider on me, so i kicked him in his face and got free, went into the living room, where there was a stack of white ice chest like boxes stacked to the roof. i moved one of the boxes, sat down on the rest and just started ballin my eyes out. i was so pissed and just so scared. i woke up.

[Raindrops4Rissa]

Dreams relating to a house often refers to various aspects of the Self. When trying to analyze the house in your dream, consider also how the house is kept and the condition of it. The rooms in the house relates to facets of your personality.

To see your boyfriend in your dream, represents your waking relationship with him and how you feel about him.

To see your daughter in your dream, represents your waking relationship with your daughter and the qualities that she projects. If you do not have a daughter, then it symbolizes the feminine aspect within yoursel

To see a spider in your dream, indicates that you are feeling like an outsider in some situation. Or that you may want to keep your distance and stay away from an alluring and tempting situation. The spider is also symbolic of feminine power. Alternatively, a spider may refer to a powerful force protecting you against your self-destructive behavior. If you kill a spider, it symbolizes misfortune and general bad luck.

To see a girl in your dream, represents your playful, innocent, and childlike nature. Perhaps you have been behaving immaturely.

(To dream about a girl that you just met, represents your anxieties and thoughts of whether you had made a good impression on her and what she thought of you. If she told you that she disliked you in the dream, then it may be an excuse for you to dismiss her and not pursue a relationship that is beyond friendship.)

hope that helped if anymore help needed perhaps:
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