i have no idea what to make of it....any ideas?

[lilithlefey]

just to help you to understand....lilith is my 1 yr old daughter, robert is my boyfriend and we've only been together a month, jenni is one of my best friends, tony is her boyfriend, and nugget is a 14 yr old neighbor boy that sometimes comes and hangs out with us. nicole is my sister and james is her boyfriend.

i dreamt that i was with a girl verison of nugget and we went into the dykes trailor park to see about a party, well the party ended up being at my house with like over 100 bikers and everyone of them had a case of natural light. well i told nugget that, that was way to many ppls at my house, and went inside to make a phone call, or talk to nicole and james, or something like that, and when i went back outside they was all gone.

the scene changed and i was at a trailor sitting at the kitchen table with jenni talking to her, and tony and robert was in the living room talking to some chick, and lilith was playing on the floor, and the chick asked lilith something about her daddy and i told the chick that lilith didn’t have a daddy and robert got all pissed and told the chick that he was her ****ing daddy. that pissed me off and i started tripping out on him about saying some **** like that, and he looked at the chick and told her that he wasn’t lilith’s daddy by blood or even paper work but he was the closest thing to a daddy that she has, and that he was thinking about adopting her. when i heard that i looked at him and asked him "shouldn’t that be something that you and i talk about, not ya’ll" and he wanted to get pissy with me and tell me that we would talk about it later.

well then the scene changed again and i was at tonys, but the kitchen was bigger, and tony was passed the out on the couch and there was no waking him up. well i seen a spider close to me, on the wall climbing upwards and i started to freak out and tried to get jenni to kill it, well she was about to when this little girl who was maybe 8 or 9, she ran up and killed it, but instead of throwing it outside like i told her too, she was trying to put the spider on me, and i was freaken out and i told the old ppls that brought her, that if they didn’t get her the **** away from me, then i was going to knock her the **** out, that i didn’t care that she was only 8 i dont play when it comes to spiders. well she got rid of it, but then everyone else was looking for spiders to put on me. well one guy found one on this lite thing that was over tonys head, and it was a huge spider and weird looking like all bones no fur or hair or whatever it is spiders is covered with. well the guy started playing with it, but wouldn’t kill it well then he picked it up and started walking close to me, so i got up and went into the kitchen, and he followed and sat down 2 chairs from where i was standing in the cornor. i told him that if he touched me that that spider i would kill him. he started laughing and acting like he was going to put it on me, so i flipped the chair that he was in and jumped over the chair to go back into the living room with jenni well he triped me and grabbed my legs, and was trying his hardest to put the spider on me, so i kicked him in his face and got free, went into the living room, where there was a stack of white ice chest like boxes stacked to the roof. i moved one of the boxes, sat down on the rest and just started ballin my eyes out. i was so pissed and just so scared. i woke up.

any ideas on what any of that could mean????