cocaine and freaking out

[auntrose07]

dreamt that i was at work cutting hair and i did a horrible job and he left and came back in an hour and i recut it and he left and came back in an hour...at home i had two brothers that were older and no parents and a brother that had passed away...i would go to my brothers room and try to figure out why he was no longer and every time i went to his room it was as if someone kept goin in there and there was cocaine everywhere each time...i'd get so mad at my brothers for doing this. Then one day i went to my one of my regular clients homes apparently her husband was my sycology doctor and i went to his bedroom where he treated me which as three steps down and asked him if there was a bathroom in there i could use first and he lifted up the bed then looked at me and said it doesn't look like it now does there... so i went upstairs to the bathroom and thought there was something in my teeth so i looked in the mirror and i looked like death warmed over my eyes looked horrible then i opened my mouth and all my teeth were discolored and broken off to points and looked awful. THen i went back to his "office" and told him what my brothers were doing and why it was making me angry... then he told me it was actually me that was doing the drugs and messing with the room and i couldn't beleive it. He said why else do u think u always have your way with all those beautiful men? I told him i don't remember doing anything with the men and i couldn't beleive i would do that to my brothers room. Then he layed his hand on my stomach just under me chest and kept telling me to relax. Then said since i didn't remember any of that, and since i did so much cocaine no one would beleive me if i told them..then he took his hand under my right breast and ran his fingers under my left...then i woke up in a panick cause it felt as though his hand was just there almost a tickling motion but he meant it as sexual.