Really distubing....

[SongForLuna]

So I had a horribly sick dream about my dead father the other night. We were having some kind of sexual relationship. He was a big younger than he was when he died. It was a summer night. We were in a huge studio apartment. I remember it was poorly lit with hanging naked bulbs but dark corners and just dirty looking and sparingly decorated. He was half naked and I was pretty much completely naked. We were giggling and there was lots of kissing and touching. He didn't seem to mind that I was his daughter or he was my father. I felt really turned on and I kept calling him "Daddy". There was a corner of what would've been the living room area that was closed off with a blue plastic tarp hanging from the ceiling. When I pushed it to the side, I saw a large table covered with massive amounts of cocaine. It looked like we were making it. It didn't shock me. I must have know it was there. I was straddling my....dad...and we were making out when my grandmother, his mother came barging in. I was still naked and we were trying to cover up the drugs, but not the fact that him and I were having sexual relations. Like me and him didn't think it was wrong or something. That's all I remember.
My dad's been dead 2 years now from a drug overdose, so I can see where all the cocaine comes in. But he wasn't a dirty guy. He was really amazingly clean and was obsessive with decorating his apartments. He didn't raise me, because of his drug problem, so I didn't see him much.
But WHY would I have this dream!? What does it mean!? It's really disturbed me. I can't stop thinking about it!!! I feel like a pervert!

[Shirah]

SongforLuna...Please don't feel dirty or guilty about this dream. The dream just shows me that you miss having your father around. The sexual acts just mean that you are seeking closeness and a "intimate" connection with your father. You may even be feeling as though you are losing memories of him and your dream could be trying to retreive those lost memories. The reason why his mother did not react to the both of you is because it has nothing to do with really wanting to have sex with your father....it is about a relationship. The drugs (as you stated) is something connected to your father. Again...the two of you in your dream were making it together. You may feel embarassed by the way your father passed on, but again, this indicates you wanting to connect with your father. My best wishes to you.

[Varzandeh]

Hi,
Dream symbols are sometimes disgusting.Here are different scenarios and your case is marked by astrisk:

If one dreamt had anal sex with his wife or another woman means he is innovator in religion and will do something that is not good for him and he doesn't follow the prophet's way.
If dreamt had sex with his mother or sister or some immoral relatives means his relations with the family will cut and means a sorrow also he won't see that relative any more.
If dreamt had sex generally means achieving a wish.
If dreamt two woman or two men had sex means one will do the other a big favor.
If dreamt someone had sex with his wife means his family will get rich or will buy houses.
If dreamt had sex with his wife and the woman was over him means he will marry another woman.
If dreamt had sex with a virgin girl means he will marry in the same year.
If dreamt had sex with the governor's wife means he will overcome the enemy.
If dreamt had sex with a wild animal means he will overcome the enemy.
Some interpreters say will have fears by the governor.
If dreamt had sex with a bird will overcome someone who is interpreted as that bird.
If dreamt had sex with a jew or Zoroastrian means his material situation will arrange.
If an old woman or old man whose passion is gone dreamt had passion like when he was young means he/she will like very much to do religious duties and prayers.
If dreamt had sex with a prostitute means he will like the material world and will receive immoral money.
If one dreamt had sex with a camel means he will rescue from a sorrow and a hard situation also will overcome the rival and will be somewhat famous.
If dreamt had sex with a president or a governor means will be near to the governor.
If dreamt had sex with the queen or the governor's wife means he will receive benefits from the governor.
If dreamt had sex with a woman who was in her cycle means his situation will be worse.
If dreamt had sex with a woman who is passed away means his situation will be worse till he marry one of her relatives.
If dreamt had sex with a known woman /man means he will be far from her /his relatives.**********8
If dreamt had sex with a known man means will receive a benefit from him.
If dreamt had sex with an unknown man means will his wish by the governor.
If dreamt had sex with a dead man means will pray for the dead or will do a charity for his sake.**************
If a woman dreamt had sex with another woman means she will do her a favor.
Some interpreters say if had sex with a woman in her cycle means his affairs in material world will be easy.
If dreamt had sex with a passed away woman means a sorrow.
If dreamt had sex with an unknown dead woman means he will succeed in a job that was disappointed.
If dreamt had sex with a known young man that they are in fight means their enmity will turn to love.
If dreamt had sex with an old woman means will receive a benefit and goodness.