Ants on an altar

[Haley_o]

I had a dream that was with my friends, and I realized they were all against me, so I went home and hung myself, and then for 2 1/2 minutes I watched my toes turn blue while i suffocated. I couldn't take my eyes off my toes the whole time i was dying, even when my eyes started rolling in the back of my head i was fighting passing out, because the most important thing to me was keeping my eyes focused on my toes.
I'm almost positive that trying to hang myself symbolizes being willing to go through change (even painful change) to get over emotional problems that i haven't been able to get over for a while. My toes seem to symbolize something that is polarly opposite to my emotions that i am turning to in order to be free from my problems, but i can't figure out what, exactly.

Another dream i had was i was on a grassy hill, and there was an ant hill on the peak of it, and i watched as someone poured oil into the ant hill, to drown the ants, and then the anthill turned into an altar, and the ants were burning and drowning. Then my dad come walking to me, and he was glowing, and he told me it was God's will that the ants die, and i shouldn't save them. I did anyways, and then i crawled underground to find the queen, and there was this little Degas statue, of a child ballerina, and she led me out of the tunnels.

any ideas what they mean? .

[Varzandeh]

Hi,
You hung up yourself means you will cause to have a promotion or a managing position.
Your toes means you are very sensitive about your decoration and out looking.
Ants are ordinary people who someone kills them a huge killing , burning in a land that is an altar.
It is a wrong idea that it was God's will that we kill them we are all responsible.
Perhpas you will save a few.
Good luck.