Several dreams

[Jadrin]

I'd like to request some analysis.
For starters, I'll tell you that I'm female. I'm pansexual and bigender. I occasionally try to pass as male in public.
Being bigender, I switch between male and female gender roles fairly often. I happen to be short for my age; 5'0"
I have a long distance relationship with my boyfriend of 3 years. We are very close and have been trying to meet up for a while now with things like money and.. uncertainty stopping us. Now on with the dreams.

1.
I was standing out in the snow at night and I saw my boyfriend standing under this big gorgeous tree on the other side of a frozen pond so I went to cross the pond. At one point, the ice broke under my foot and I almost fell in. I didn't though and I made it across. He opened his arms to me with a smile when I reached him and I ended up clinging onto him and we sat under that big tree where the snow couldn't fall, just cuddling and watching the stars in the night sky and talking. It seemed like I couldn't stand to not touch him. It felt like I'd lose him if I didn't at least have a hand on him. It was really peaceful.

2.
I am with male friends. I am unaware of any specific gender applied to myself. They anger me and I run away, taking a flying leap through an odd barrier I can't recall the appearance of. As I go flying through it and towards a body of water near a boat, my reflexes kick in and I throw my hands out to stop myself. A wave of power hits the water below me and keeps me from hitting it then lands me on the boat. I am aware that I am male now. The boat is massive. It is some sort of training facility. A trainer approaches me fast and calls out "You have the gift!!" after seeing me avoid hitting the water by magic force. The boat is a training facility for others with my ability. Beneath the deck, they train. They are very competitive and spar using magic against each other while standing on raised pillars on opposite ends of the large underbelly of the boat. There are no rules in a match except against killing. Intruding or taking over a fight is allowed as is helping out. Playing dirty is allowed.
I fall easily into the training.
I begin to take notice of a cute boy with shaggy light brown hair and a baby face. He is shorter than me. I'm not that short. I have no idea if he has an interest in me or males for that matter. So I feign stumbling into him, knocking us both behind a pillar where I kiss him just briefly on the lips and ask if he liked it. He nods meekly, I smile, and we hurry back to our training as a trainer comes by.
I show my attraction towards him on several more occasions with smiles and the occasional kiss when no one is looking. But I can tell I am not the only one who wants him. A tough guy has had his eye on him and challenges him to a magic battle. I can tell that if the boy loses, he will likely lose his virginity too. Against his will. As they begin to duel on the opposing pillars, the boy gets off to a bad start and nearly falls. I make the quick decision to leap in and shoot a wave of force at the other male to knock him back. In that moment of his shock, I wrap an arm around the cute boy's waist and kiss him showing possession to the other male. He looks shocked and the challenge is switched to me. I beat him fairly easily but knocking him off. I don't notice if he is injured or not.

The dream jumps to summer break where I am back in the nonmagical world. The original side of the odd barrier. I am something of an exchange student, spending the summer away from training as a guest at someone else's house. My gender is female now. The family I'm staying with knows I have magic abilities. The cute boy has taken the form of a dog and the family doesn't know he is human. They think he is my pet.
I look out the window of the house to see him running back and forth while chained to a tree. A long chain though. In any case, it hurts to see him out there so I go to see him and slip the chain off of him. He stands up in his human shape and smiles at me. I say "come on" and take his hand to lead him inside, walking quickly. We walk into the kitchen where the family, two parents and a young girl, are sitting eating a lunch with bright fruits. They turn and look at me then at the boy, confused. I use that moment to turn into my male shape, what I consider my real self, and smirk at them. They seem a bit shocked and about to speak, but I lead the boy away from them to my room where I shut the door and push the boy against the wall. He blushes and looks scared so I revert back to my female form, which is a cute girl about his height with long blonde hair and little ribbons in it wearing a summer dress. I ask, "Is this better..?" and he shakes his head no. He doesn't like the fake me. So I switch back, now taller than him, and lean over him with an arm supporting me on the wall beside him. He smiles at this and I kiss him rather passionately. He kisses back and the dream ends like that.

3.
I went to the house of a friend whose computer repair business is failing and he is depressed. He lives in this old house with his father. His mother died years ago and memories of her are all over.
I leave the friend sitting on the couch as I spot a bug that looks like a cross between a praying mantis and a grasshopper. I follow it through the old house and I notice fuzzy memories appearing layered over reality. I see his mother and how she had worked so hard to raise her son well and make him happy. He truly had been happy until after her death. Then I see her chasing after the bug with a strange plastic contraption in her hand. It has multiple compartments and a handle and little rattling parts inside. As she stalks the bug, bent over it with the container, I follow then step into the shape of her. The container appears solid in my hand and I go after the bug with it. As I try to catch it repeatedly, the container stabs into my hand. I look at my hand and see a needle prick that is swollen and itchy. It happens several more times before I get frustrated and flip the container over to look. There is a piece inside that falls and stabs the bug when you drop the container over it. This is what keeps stabbing me. So I take that piece out and remove a bunch of other parts to it until I have just a simple container with a handle. I follow the bug up a flight of old stairs and just before I go to catch it, it looks directly at me and flies up the back of my shirt. It flutters around and I freak out and wake up swatting at my back.

[Jadrin]

Just taking a shot at one dream would be fine. No need for all of them at once or anything... Anyone have any thoughts?

[Varzandeh]

Hi,
A gorgous treemeans a gorgous person perhaps a man he is under his protection or work for him.
A pool means a work place if frozen , the work is closed for the time being but you will go there for a while.
Being with your partner means achieing a wish.


2-flying means a travel is on the way or your situation will change.
Being a male means you will receive some greatness and dignity ( a dream symbol).But if you are pregnant and you saw amale organ means your baby will be a boy.
A boat means a man you will meet there .

[unclesirbobbyrobson]

all day long we talk to ourselves. We say that we acted stupid or that we noticed other acting in a strange way. We have paranoias and constantly live them out,. We also have fantasies. Life is one long big converstion with ourselves.. especially if you are introverted.

I often link deams to quotes.

"You have the gift!!"

Think about the day before. What does this ake you think of. It may actually be too long ago. Dreams to me are best understood fresh. The triggers for dreams are soon forgotten. the dream mind concentrates on new feelings.. insights... "why did she do that?"

Try this page my website. Sometimes its best to understand dreams that are understood not the ones that we cannot make sense of. I cannot interpret your dreams because the types of transitary moments and feelings that they refer to are so hidden that its impossible.

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