Being sexual serial mass murderer

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Hello,

this is my first post here. I don't have dreams very often but when I have one it's very vivid and lifelike, but at the same time surreal, strangely colored and since about 6 years ago I am somehow aware to some level that I am dreaming. However usually I am not able to change the course of dream's action. Anyway being aware of dreaming makes me not to have fear or to sense repulsion when I see odd things. Last night I had very disturbing dream about murders.

I was some guy who was very weak in interacting with girls (I can not tell for sure). I was living at the top apartment of big building, huge block of flats. There was some girl next door I somehow persuaded to go with me onto the trip. She was like "no thank you" but later she decided she will go with for fun. We departed with backpacks or something like that and during the trip we met some 2 other girls which joined us because unexpectedly we were having fun, which they noticed. They didn't want to be alone. We traveled by train.
We arrived to ocean, there were small white pebbles on the beach and a big dead dark brown trunk with some garbage attached because of tides.
I found broken whipped cream can in the branches of the dead tree.
then we made fire and were talking to the night.

Next morning, sunrise was awfully orange, unreal lightning, I woke up, tied all the girls and brutally raped them. Then them being still alive I slowly killed them by knife slicing and dicing. After the crime I let their remains sink into the ocean, since then, daylight was orange until I returned to the apartment.

When I came to my floor I saw that doors to girl's flat I was on the trip were slightly open. I entered promptly. There was a guy waiting for her, short haired blond with classes. He looked at me surprised and before e had time to react I broke his neck, then I threw him out of the balcony. I didn't wait till he reached ground. I got panic attack and run through the building to get away.

As I was running the ground floor lobby I passed by the insane old man in white hospital patient's clothes, who was running in the opposite direction.

Suddenly I was back on the beach, how I got there I wasn't aware of. There was an old building I haven't noticed the last time I was there. Is was sunset, and daylight was blood red, then it changed to twilight. It was a hotel and an old lady was receptionist there. As she noticed me she somehow knew I was murderer (I am not sure of that) who was raging here before and called the police.

I was being chased by law enforcement. Now I somehow remembered the old lobby guy and suddenly I knew he was on the run from psychiatry. Policemen chased me till I grabbed a small boat and escaped onto a nearby island. They lost me in the port.

On the island there was a pebbled beach too. Some old guy, I am not sure whether it was that lunatic I met before as I was unable to see him, caught me and was raping me on that beach. Suddenly an older woman appeared, she was detective who hasn't lost track of me, but instead of helping me, she was just looking down at me with accomplished.

Then I awake. The dream was excessively graphic in all the violence, that's whats the most disturbing on it, yet I was not afraid nor disgusted as I knew it was not real.

Can you help me analyze what does this mean? Thank you for your effort, please excuse my english as I am not native english speaker.

[Varzandeh]

Hi,
Haing sex with a known girl means to do a big favor, a help.If the girl was unknown means achieving a wish at work.So, rape means to do an unwanted favor a help.Being at the beach means achieving a wish is on the way.Ocean means a big boss or the government.Knife means love and to kill , murder means helping someone to have a problem solved.pebbels mean money receiving from the government or the big boss.Garbages mean the same money and a tree means a man if cut means a man will die at work.
Neck is the place for the debts and broking someones neck means receiving debts and falling down means not achieving a wish.Sunrise means achieving the wish and sunset means a sorrow.someone insane means someone who lends money with a high interest rate.If a man raped another man means he will do him a favor a big help nothing else.
Police means benefit and running away from someone means to overcome him/her.Good luck.
Please let me knwo when something like that happened and let me know where are you from.

[unclesirbobbyrobson]

well dreams are about how we feel. Think about the people in the dream and how they acted? who could they represent inside your emotions... thoselittle conversations youhave with yourself where all the little frustrations areaired.. eg "I really hate her.. she winds me up so much"

Think about the issues the day before and little debates in your head.

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We often go to the movies or watch TV and can get highly involved in the plot and emotions that the characters go through. Dreams are very much like this. If a dream seems highly emotional then it maybe is capturing the emotions that you feel about some situation in your life. So see how these little movies really captured your emotions from yesterday. Pick out crucial moments from the previous day and see how the emotions and feelings are replayed. Many dreams simply capture the emotions that we feel - many simply capture emotions that are easy to recognise such as happiness, sadness and frustration. When we watch a TV show it may not bear any direct relation to our own real lives but still we can identify with the characters in simple ways. So forget the detailed plot of a dream and just try to get a clue from the dreams simple emotions. Then see what relevance they have to your own life. How do the characters in the dream feel and how are they similar to your own real life?

These pages are especially helpful in showing you how to interpret dreams

Dream symbolism and dream dictionary interpretation - How to interpret dreams Interpreting dreams
Dream symbolism - How to use dream symbols Triggers for dreams
Dream dictionary - A modern and well researched dream dictionary showing how symbols can be interpreted in practical analysis Dream dictionary