is he so beautiful

[anicegirl]

in life, there is a very beautiful guy.

in this dream he was on my right side and leaned in to kiss me. so i kissed him back lightly. then he stuck his tounge out and licked the inside of my mouth.

a girl then walked up. she began to kiss me. he said "thats what im talkin about". then he leaned in and there was a three way kiss were we all met in the middle. well, i was in the middle, she was on my left side.

then he pulled back and she continued to kiss me. and he walked away. i stopped kissing her and walked the way he went.

next i was sitting at a table at college. it was outdoors. night time. people were smoking marijuana all around me and they all leaned in to give me a hit of what they were smoking, and it was all sorts of different kinds. with good clean scents. i pulled out a bag of what i had. someone rolled it for me and i lit it, then passed it to someone and people passed their's to me.

then my aunt stood in the doorway and looked me strait in my eyes. for a moment i stopped what i was doing and blew out smoke while looking at her. i was not afraid because (in life she had caught me smoking and didn't say anything about it).

i stood up from where i was sitting at the table. and walked around the right side of the building. as i was walking people were asking me for different kinds of candy that i ususally had me at different points in life. (in life i would almost always have candy with me, or gum, and share it with everyone).

but when they were asking, i looked in my purse and didn't have what they were asking for, i had different kinds of candy. at another table i poured everything out of my purse. each wrapper had a different picture on it. of differnt flavors. things people had not tried yet. everyone was still asking for the old kinds of candy i had before. i offered the new flavors. some i had not even tried yet and though there would be only one piece, i let the person asking have it.

there was a girl with her candy in her hand. she had a green piece that was my favorite and i told her it's a really good piece to have.

i saw the beautiful guy again. he looked at me from a distance. i could not tell what he was thinking (in life i cant tell what he is thinking either).

what would the kissing mean? what does all of this mean?
does he want me, or does he not want me because he walked away, but i saw him later. in life i cannot tell what he wants.