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[Alejandroe84]

Hey there guys and gals,

I've been having, for months, night after night, about this old girlfriend of mine, back in elementary school. I am now in College. We had been the best of friends, well, as well as I could perceive. And I loved her just for being so, nothing more, nothing less.

Though now, I am happily married. I've been married for 2 years now, and had only known my wife for about 4 years, and though in Emily's case, since early elementary.

I just don't know why I wouldn't dream about the good times with my wife, instead. Well, instead I constantly dream about my old girlfriend, who literally didn't live down the street, but the type of girl she was towards me, it sure did seem that way. (<----In my waking life)

Now I never talk to her(Emily), and our lives are totally separate. We literally don't talk, or communicate in any way. But In my dreams I seem so content, totally at ease. Literally nothing, sexual, or intimate, just pure bliss.(the only time I'm in a dream state)

I do remember, not to long ago, probably in late this fall, seeing her at a mall, about an hour aways from where we both live.(I don't know why it could possibly be where I saw her, and for what reasons) We said "hey", which was the only extent of our conversation. But when I looked in her eyes, for that first time, in years, almost a decade, I don't know what I felt, but I liked it.(In waking life)

I sure do miss the times with Emily, the little blond, who would come over to see if I could hang out with, the one who told me secrets at the park, the first time I kissed a girl, with her. The one I would go to little parties and get together's, with her and her little girlfriends.(<----In waking life)

I mean, do I miss something about her, (Emily), that I probably don't see in my wife? What does Emily mean to me in my current state of life? And why do I constantly, night after night, at least one session per night, dream about her?

Anyways, hopefully I put enough emphasis, and filled in all the holes, for you guys to understand, where I'm getting at.

Thanks, any help would be appreciated.

Cheers,

A Blind Little Boy, in dire of direction

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Hey There guys and Gals,

This memory was posted about a week and a bit ago, and I'm just seeing , and just refreshing peoples thoughts, and was wanting any more information.

Sorry for all the bother, but the more information I receive, the more I can learn, and understand.

Thanks again,

Cheers

Alejandro(Alex)

[Jennings]

Innocence; pure unadulterated innocence! Some guys have all the luck. As an adult, and especially a married one, you are probably experiencing some (but as a student possibly not all) the rough and tumble of living and having to earn your corn to pay the mortgage etcetera. You might (just might) be tending to take your wife for granted but nevertheless she is sharing with you in this domestic struggle. When you sleep, thoughts naturally turn to moments in your life that were (in retrospect) bliss in relation to what life is today. It may well be that Emily is experiencing similarly, but much would depend on her present circumstances. It does sound like pure escapism from the harsh realities of your life and no further emphasis should be added. What little Freudian slip made you omit mentioning your wife's name, I wonder? I feel certain that she must be a nice woman.