Ex Boyfriend dream is haunting

[Evamoon]

last night i had a dream about my exbf showing up and suprising me at work, it all took place in current tense. I am married with a beautiful girl whois almost two. in the dream I was so happy to see him and there was and instant yerning and want to be in his arms again. He had come back to tell me he still loved me. and i broke down and cried. (I broke up with him because i wanting to go be free and didn't want to be tied down. we had dated for 4 yr.s and when we broke up I was only 18 he was 26 & much more mature. I told him when i broke it off that I had fallen out of love with him, at the time I think i even believed my self.) I told him i'd never stop loving him, but I was married now and had a daughter to think of, he only pursued more and said that he would love my daughter as his own and that i should at least give it some thought. (My husband & I have been having some hard times and he has never treated me as good as my ex did.) Things progress from him holding me gentley to he & I making love....I was just laying in his arms at peace with the idea that i was about to leave my husband and start this new life with my ex and my daughter...- okay so here is my problem, I have not thought of my ex in almost 6 yr.s and when i awoke that feeling of deep yerning and the pain you have when your not with ur loved one ... I have that and can't shake it... I also find my self suddenly looking at my husband with such disgust... I can't get this dream to stop haunting me.... i even flash back to it sometimes when i daydream.... it was very crisp & real.... Why can't i shake the emotions tied to this dream?

[Starscream]

Even though I can't give you the best input since I'm new and don't know alot about dreams, I could only say what I think.

Anytime I have problems going on in my life, with my family or friends, I tend to have dreams of me flying or being free. I'm the type of person who believes strongly in doing what you need and must. If you are that same type of person, think hard about your ex-boyfriend and the current state of affairs with your marriage.

I recently tried to help my brother through his 'divorce' becuase he was stuck against wanting to stay with his kids, but I tried to help him become free. What I am getting to is that if you feel your marriage isnt going anywhere but down a path of trouble, get out now.

Maybe the ex-boyfriend is just a placeholder for what you could find better then your husband, or even a spiritual (i use that word very loosely) connection between you and your ex-boyfriend. If you think it would be hard to track him down, try it anway, you never know what he will say and it wont hurt to find out.

[Evamoon]

I wish I could say this was a one time event but I have had this same dream twice since the first time... nothing changes ... except I am aware that I have seen this all before... I have a stronger since of what is about to happen or that something is coming (before he shows up in the dream) and after there is slightly more resistance to the feelings for him .. but it still ends the same and in the same spot can't seem to get any further in the time line. When I awake I am still left with that deep ache... it takes me nearly all day to push it away...