i dont want to be a dictator!

[highcommandersocrates]

alright so i'm on a stage and its small like in a school but i wasn't a student. i was unenthusiastic about being there and it seemed like a proffessional obligation. the thing is in reality im 20 and unemployed. there were several people sitting in a line with me. i was the youngest and seeted at the end. i felt being there was pointless. at one point someone in the audience, like a reporter was asking difficult questions of my boss. to my suprise he didn't even try to answer he just referred the question to me. this caught me off gaurd but i answered well. the reporter didn't even bother asking anyone else after that, i fielded the rest of the questions which pissed me off cuz it wasnt my job and i knew i would not get any recognition for this from the higherups. then i turned and saw my boyfriend sitting between myself and the audience he held up a paper with one distinct word on it, conquer. allthough i really love public speaking this suggestion made me feel very uneasy. any advice?

[unclesirbobbyrobson]

well dreams symbolise yoru own moods and help yopu work through what you feel is important. They monitor how you do things and the methods you employ... so a dream about this would refelct how you are feeling about your present situation...

You do not want to be a dictator... that maybe shows how you want to go about finding a job... that you do not want to become a certain type of person...
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Dreams deal with extremes. If you truly understood the meaning of your dream it may be quite negative. We are our own worst judge. We try to detect signals coming from other people. Do people feel we are not cool or incompetent? The dream mind is often very harsh and honest. It tells us things that we do not like to admit to ourselves. It tells us things that we fear. Its worries about how others are seeing us. It’s a big harsh dose of reality.

Yet the dream mind also heads in the other direction. It captures our fantasies and positive feelings. Sometimes you wake up in a positive mood and feel that you are going to tackle a task in a particular way. You are invigorated and positive. Dreams then help motivate us. But often if we go too far in one direction our dreams tell us to cool down and not get carried away. This makes sense really. The dream mind then explores feelings connected with our judgment. We need to motivate ourselves but we also need to be realistic.

Try these pages as they help you understand the process of dreaming

Dream dictionary - A modern and well researched dream dictionary
Dream symbolism - How to use dream symbols
Dream symbolism and dream dictionary interpretation - How to interpret dreams
Dream interpreting - the police and security forces and their symbolic meaning

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