recurring dreams that tell a story help please!

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Okay so here's the deal . Sorry if this is so confusing I just REALLY need help. thank you so much.

I had this best friend who was a guy for a few years. we started breaking apart when he dated someone and i dated someone. As the years went on, I was having these dreams that I was trying to tell this guy that I loved him and cared about him, but could never get it out. As I continued to have the dreams, I got to the point where I could tell him and the dreams were so real. After I would have these dreams I would wake up the next day and think that was crazy because I loved my boyfriend I was with at the time! continued to have these dreams and put them in the back of my mind and..Finally had a dreama couple years later that I told my best friend I did not love him I loved my boyfriend. So i woke up the next morning relieved that the dreams were over. I kept telling myself if me and my bestfriend should be together than we will. I'm really good about ignoring things. but no I continued to have the dreams. In october I had dreams that I really needed to tell my best friend something again. So I decided I had to end this and figure this out because I only live once and I want to know what this is! So i broke up with my boyfriend (who i was with for 4 yrs) texted my best friend and found out hes going over seas, but will be home from training in december for a little bit. So told him i needed to talk to him. a couple days later i had a dream that i was getting ready to go to lunch with him (had two of those) and then the next week he called me and we talked. I told him how I was having these feelings but tried not to sound too crazy and since then I haven't really had any more dreams. Only a couple but I am actually with him. I hope this makes sense because right now my mind is going so crazy. so best friend and I are supposed to get together and chat when he comes home. Anyone know what these dreams might mean? thank you soo much for listening! my mind is going crazy right now and i just don't know if i am doing the wrong thing. I miss the boyfriend and found out he is joining the navy but for some reason I think everything will be okay. Just nervous to see friend. any help would be wonderful!!