Collapsing and having flashbacks

[healthy0me]

CAN YOU ANALYZE THIS FOR ME?


in my dream I was ill, weak, tired (the same as I am now...I'm sick right now)
and jordan and me were walking in a hallway, an empty hallway, the kind that once you took one step in the door and looked behind you the door was now 100ft away and the more you walked the farther the doors at both sides got farther but once stopping. the doors would appear 5 ft from you....(we were walking in this hallway to get to the doctor, and I wanted Jordan to come with me because of how I was feeling)......anyways so you were walking ahead of me and I started getting light headed and crouched down and held my head (you know the same way when I say i'm 'fine' where I feel I'm lightheaded from not eating) and you just kept on walking and talking, so I got up because I didnt want to be left behind, then when I finally caught up to her, I collapsed and started having 'good memories' of the past ( memories of which that never happened in my past dreams [that I can recall] or in real life).

These memories consisted of me and britney webber and a whole bunch of other people (all of which I met in the past but none that I am really close to anymore) and we were all playing this game. And we chose shapes/objects, like a pumpkin, or an apple or pizza, or a joker's hat, a teddy bear, there was a book filled with these objects and you chose one than drew it down, Britney picked a pumpkin because it's round like a pizza but much yummier, I picked an apple because it's much healthier for you than half the things in the book, Then you had to write certain numbers on the edge of the drawing(everybody had the same numbers and they could put them in any order they wished, the numbers were 33, -33, 17, 25, and 99), and you had to roll a dice and certain number changed your object into different animals (I distinctly remember rolling 1's on both dice at the smae time, and brittney rolling a 1 on her left die and a 2 on her right die), it changed britney's pumpkin into an owl, and mine into an owl. and then you would roll again to csee how many eyes it got and britney's got 3 eyes and mine got none. then they came to life and battle each other and all the other animals andobjects that never turned into animals, mine lost because it couldnt see what was coming towards it, whether it was life or death the owl couldnt tell.

Then I had an out of body experience back to the hallway and saw that Jordan was trying to wrap me up in her sweater so I wouldnt lose all body heat.

Then I went back into another memory, where I stood in line to get food for hours, I knew exactly what I wanted, and how much I wanted. I wanted a slice of pizza with hot peppers on top, and 5 suicide wings. I had the money for it. I kept letting people pass me in line. There were times in line where I was the only one in life for 20 mins at a time and the guy at the cashier kept on glancing over at me. and I thought to myself "If people only saw this, this is horrible service. People think I don't eat because I don't want to but it's merely because other people don't serve me the food"

Then Dena walked over to me and was on the phone and asked me "Hey Mel do you want to go on a date with Kelsey Palie?" and I didn't know who she was so I asked back "Who's she?
Dena: "You know Kelsey. That one girl. She told me she's been crushing on you for a while but didn't know if you'd be interested or not.."
Me:"Sure I'll go on a date with her tonight."

Then I had another out of body experience back to the hallway, Jordan started fanning me with her hand so I could get air, and she got up trying to get to the door, because on the other side of the door was a doctor, but once Jordan started walking she got farther and farther from the door and farther and farther from me, I just stayed laying there.

Then the next and final memory I had, jordan and britney webber and dena and like 15 other people were there that I recognize and that I talk to, like zach, amanda, elizabeth, stephanie etc. and we were sitting at 2 long rectangle tables, 7 people per table, 8 chairs per table. Jordan kept on switching tables nd talking to dena then back to me, then someone else, then back to me. it would always be a diff person that Jordan talked to, in between talking to me. and there was foods galore on the table (kind of like how the table was set up in the Great Hall in Harry Potter during feast days). And everybody else had piles and piles of food on their plates but every single time I reached for an item of food the food would disappear infront of me. But then Jordan finally started walking towards me, everybody stopped conversation and looked at me, tears in their eyes and jordan handed me a roll, which took me an hour to eat. while eating the roll, people kept glancing atme as if to make sure I was eating the roll, but nobody talked to me while eatingit. and when finishing that roll everybody clapped and told me "Good job on your accomplish!!" or "Keep up the great work!!" or they gave me a hi-five or just patted me on the back.

Then the final out of body experience, Jordan realized the door was getting farther and farther away, then she ran back over to me, talking to me telling me that it wasnt over, I just needed to be awake, everything's fine. and that I can't give up.

I never did regain consciousness in my dream.

[healthy0me]

I'm not lesbian...I think I'm bicurious.

[Wolfjk]

Hi,
Dreams try to get you through a bad patch in sleep. You need something to take your mind off the problems that cause your illness.
Your post indicates that you have some problem with eating and food. The far-away feeling, and out-of-body feeling is probably caused by hunger.
Do you have any medical help? Perhaps you should try to eat what you like best, small amounts but often.
I hope you get better soon. Please try to help yourself and take notice of your friends.
Best wishes Wolfjk