reoccuring dream of my father dieing...

[wolf23]

I was a daddies girl but I wasn't a spoiled daddies girl. I fell for a guy and went to live with him. He was more well off than my family was and he did not like my family so my father and my relationship fell apart. We still spoke but it wasn't anything like it was in the past. On Christmas Eve '03 he told all of us that he had cancer. In Feb.'04 he died. In those few months we patched a small part of our relationship. I had recurring dreams of my dad all the time. Sometimes we are in a city, in the woods, with family, and alone but the end is always the same. In some shape, form, or fashion he was always dieing again. No matter how healthy he was in the begining of the dream he always died or was on deaths doorstep when I woke up. I would do everything I could to stop him from dieing but nothing helped. It wasn't a sudden death either, my dreams were basically me reliving my past. I would have this dream at least twice a week after my dad died. About a year ago the dreams stopped, then started again 6 months later, then stopped. Then just last night they started up again. We had a wonderful time hanging out riding on his motorcycle. Then before I woke up I (along with my siblings and my mom) drove my dad to the airport and when we got there it was I who was with him when he got on his plane. I did not see him get on his plane but we were at the plane and then the next thing I remember is he is not there and his plane is taking off. I don't know why my dreams have changed from him dieing to him being healthy and getting on a plane for Australia. I don't know why he was going but I do remember he said not to worry that he would be back for Christmas.

If anyone has an interpretation for this it would be greatly appreciated!

[Varzandeh]

Hi,

have you got a child? was he/she ill the last two years or so?

[Freedom Circle]

This dream is showing you that you still have issues with the past regarding your father's death and your relationship with him. Maybe you have not completely forgiven yourself from guilt for not maintaining the kind of relationship you and him had before the boyfriend entered the picture. Your mind is still processing it and you have not relieved yourself of if. The dreams of his death show that this is where you are stuck and would like to go back and "re-do" things if you could. Whatever is going on in your "waking" life triggers these dreams over the past 3 years and you take yourself back to those moments, therefore you have the 6 months intervals of on and off again.

I want like to know more of how you were feeling in these dreams and how your father looked in them.