recurring rejection

[poupcan]

ok i am new to this site, but i've been having this dream and it keeps on repeating itself. not the same exact one, but the main part is always repeated. and i need help to interpret it.

b4 the dream, the situation is this:
i am 13, i've been going out with this guy (15) . we go to different skools.and hes a grade higher than me. im generally the goody two shoes and hes more rebellious.
1. my mom doesnt like him
2. not my parents or brother know im going out with him
3. generally im not supposd 2 have a boyfriend(yet sometimes my mom doesnt relaly care)

in my dreams, i always lean in to kiss him. and he always either pushes me away, or looks away, or something of the sort.
or if we're alone, i do soemthing, hinting to start doing something (ex. making out?) and he doesn't take a hint. he just walks away, or pushes me away as if hes mad at me and doesnt want to kiss me.

[thriller]

don't worry about it.