Confusing dreams...

[prissxrawks]

I actually had two dreams that basically related to each other a lot, two nights in a row.

The first dream, I was at my best friend Barbie's job. I'm not sure why, but there was a bed there in the middle of the floor. Me and Barbie we're lying in the bed together, and my boyfriend was over behind the counter. In the dream he didn't look like my boyfriend at all, but I assume it was him because I kept calling him by my boyfriends name. He came over to the bed and was trying to get to stand up with him, but I wouldn't. I was wrapped up in a blanket, and for some reason I wouldn't get out of the bed because I didn't want him to see my body. I was feeling very self conscious about my weight, and I kept telling him I didn't want him to see and I wanted him to leave. Suddenly he grabbed me by the arms and pulled me out of the bed standing in front of me. He put his arms around me and started hugging me and kissing me, like he didn't seem to notice [or care] about my body.

The next night, I had a somewhat similar dream, but it was different slightly so it confused me a lot. I was back at my childhood home, and my whole family was there. I was with my boyfriend [this time it actually looked like him] and I was bringing him around the house introducing him to everyone. At first he was very affectionate, but then he said he was tired. We went back to my room [I recognize it as the room I had decorated growing up] and we were lying on the bed together. It was almost like he didn't want to be near me, and I just kept trying to push myself closer and closer to him, but he just kept pushing himself further and further from me. Again I remember being very self conscious about my weight, and thinking maybe he didn't want to be near me because of my body. Eventually, I just gave up and left him alone in the room.

If it helps at all, some background into our relationship. We've only been dating for a few months, but it's one of those things where it seems like you've known each other forever. We haven't actually met in person, we only know each other online and on the phone. He's going to be coming down here for Christmas this year, and moving down here for college next summer. He's very very affectionate with me, and a lot more like the first dream. But a lot of times I push him away because i'm afraid of commitment. Where he wants to talk about the future, and about being with me forever, i'm scared to think that i've found who I want to spend the rest of my life with. And yes, i'm very very self conscious about my weight, and I was very very nervous about what he'd think even though most everyone I know constantly assures me all the time i'm not overweight at all.

I'm just a little curious as to what it could mean, in the big picture.

Ever since having the dreams, I feel like i'm pushing him away. And when i'm not pushing him away, i'm paranoid that he's pushing me away. I don't know if he really is pushing me away, or if I just think he is.

[Varzandeh]

Hi,
If one dreamt was naked and was ashamed of people and was trying to cover himself /herswlf means will go to a pilgrimage or means forgiveness by God.***** This is the case *****
If one was naked and was working for material world means will have a sorrow.
If dreamt was naked but had a towel around his body means a chance to worship God and praying.
If was naked and his privy parts were seen a secret of him will reveal or infamy.
Nakedness for honest people means a goodness but for dishonest people means infamy.