Reoccuring Dream

[kikime]

Hey, everyone.

I am a 20 year old engaged to a man named Paul living in Canada. I'm not living in Canada right now because he cannot sponsor me until March of next year and I am in America, but I keep having dreams like this one I'm about to write. I know that part of this dream might mean I worry about his fidelity, but enough chit chat. Here's the dream I just woke up from.

I'm living in a place where it is half arcade and ice cream shop. The other half is a house in the back. Paul comes in my room looking like himself. He says he wants to break up with me. I am broken hearted as he tells me he doesn't love me. I am weaping and I start naming over all the things we shared. Such as losing my virginity to him, how we got along very well and did many things together. He just proceeded to tell me that he didn't love me. After about 5minutes of seeking out random people in my life I've known telling them about this, I suddenly snap out of it and don't care he's leaving me. I am bisexual who used to be a lesbian (hope that doesn't offend anyone!) and these random people kept saying that they liked me better as a lesbian. I even said I thought I was a lesbian again in my dream. I also pursued my dream of being on SNL. I turned pn my television in the arcade house and I was there on SNL.

In reality, I love him very much and would never leave him for someone else. I wouldn't be engaged to someone if I had doubts I promise you, so what on earth does all this mean?!

KiKi

[liquidstar]

it's funny how you worded the phrase 'sponsor me' instead of simply saying 'support me'.

the focus of the dream is not about your bf in canada, but rather you.
all this dream says is that your heart is very quick to change.