am i stuck

[chygurl]

well i had a dream and i dont remember most parts but some really stuck with me.like thers this one part where i won a ticket to go to new york.i was in new york and one of my best guy friends(i used to have a huge crush on him) showed up.we were talking and then i was like lets go for a jog.(the streets were rally bare)well he kept falling behind so i took his hand and was being patient and kept stoping for him.well we turned a corner and we were back were i lived and i was just really dissipointed.

then there was a part with my boyfriend,his ex and me.
well his ex was on my computer and then i came in from my kitchen and i started sayin stuff.i ended up making her mad so she like jumped over the desk and was aattcking me.so i started hitting,kicking,etc back.all the time i was yelling stuff at her.then i ended up really beating me up.people had to pull me off her.
what do these mean?